wish u guys could have been here...

it was a thai-themed party...

jes's 21st...we put on earrings for her.

i'm sober!i swear!look at jes sia she looks like one of those jap anime characters...

gone guys!

downing shots...i'm camerawoman since i was the only sober one.

the 2 white mugs are filled with salt and lime pieces...the gold bottle is the tequila.

the guys and their shots..minus mark who was taking the pic.

tequila shots.my one and only shot of the nite...definitely not the case for the rest lah.=P

the guys...the fella in front is brendan.ahem.

jes mark and me..BEFORE the drinking.

this blog hasn't been used in eons lah..aiyoh.

anyways just wanted to say HAPPY BIRTHDAY OLD WOMAN!! to chingkovich...

some updates..

i am losing my mind.

jes, zongying and i are going for mark's 21st on the 29th of this month...and we dunno what to get him.any suggestions?

jes's 21st is coming up...=P

han's bored after ord-ing so i've been meeting him quite a bit for coffee or gelare and wat not.

speaking of gelare, paolo, han and i are meeting next tuesday to go back to school for a bit, then to gelare.=)

gosh i miss u guys so much!!!!

ching, rat, sheryl, keep and eye on nesh for me.

jes, WE NEED TO MEET UP SOON!lost in SIM-land u are.sound like yoda i do.

muahahhaa.

exam peeps, gooodest of luck k babes?u'll be fine!!rathi relak and dun stress!and sheryl overnighting is not good for ur brain!=P

ciao babes...post sth here can???

jeslyn girl i love u.
relak k.i think ur just completely burnt out.go work, read, rejuvenate.feel free to come down to NUS whenever u need to escape.my room's always open to u k?and do feel free to call...*hug*

rathi and haran are flinging.this is WEIRD.my sister and my best fren.when i told haran it was weird he was like "helooo" cos dinesh is his best fren...and i'm like his small sister whom he bullies...kiongz really.

that toot (haran) got into adelaide uni so yah i'm losing a best fren to aussieland.its a fucking black hole i tell u.sucks in so many pple i care abt.when he told me last nite i was SO happy for him cos this is his dream and he really wants to do medicine.he'll make a damn good doc.then it hit me that he's leavin for 5 yrs.and it was like SHIT.and i got all depressed.but i couldn't call dinesh and whine cos haran told me not to tell ANYONE.so i was just sitting in my room and being sad.sigh.dunno where dinesh is going also.maybe UK, maybe monash, maybe melb, maybe nus.but nothing's for sure.its so fucking annoying not knowing cos i can't mentally start preparing myself.

i'm trying not to sink into depression.i can't afford that now less than a week before my exams.i need to focus.

sigh.

jes if we meet up and go drinking i think we will both end up crying and crying...

sigh.

end of the year always signals depression for some reason.something about exams, the post exams tiredness...

oh well.hopefully dec will be better.

i am fucking bleeding like a fucking slaughtered cow.but at least now i think i will definitely not be having my period when i'm in phuket.

thank god for small miracles.

harlow everyone.
i am in sucha foul mood now, its not funny.
sigh.

i got fined for some shitass library bk which i din even read.
long story.
refer to my blog.
sigh sigh sigh.

jes: i know ur disappointed and all. truth is, i hate smoking and still do. as ironic as it may sound, i do smoke as well. but dun worry, we will stop. promise.
we're not hooked onto it YET. but i wont let that happen to either sheryl or myself ok? promise. dun get all upset and all. we felt really bad and upset tt u were annoyed at us and all. i'm sorry. no, more like, we're truly sorry. *hugz

sigh.
i am all emo again.
dunno why.

exams coming.
think its the stress.
i am gonna be camping in the lib soon i think.
home is too much of a distraction for me.
yes it is.

bye all.
love ya truckloadies!

huloo u guys...realized i haven't blogged in awhile on my blog as well as here...but stuff's too personal to blog on mine so here i am...

the chatting yesterday was fun!!!its so rare that all of us are online at the same time man...maybe we shud try more often!like try to set a time.

4 essays due next week.2 due on wednesday.starting one today hopefully can finish by tmr.monday nite's gonna be burnt (going out=)) so i have to try my darndest to at least start on the 2nd essay by monday afternoon.then tuesday can finish it up.wednesday gotta start on essay no 3 and friday gotta start on essay no4.i can't wait till next monday when all this will be over.i'm so stressed i'm falling sick.not goiing home this weekend cos of the collossal amount of work.i wish i could cancel tuition too but her exams are next week.timing is PERFECT man.*sigh*

ching man ur hair ah...whyyyyyyy did u chop it off?k lah looks funky and all but u took soooo long to grow ur hair lor!perhaps i'm just used to seein u in long flowing locks.muahaha.when jes cut her hair i was devastated also...i'm trying to grow mine!!but its beginning to look like a mop so i think i'm gonna cut it soon.its like the blob.has anyone seen that movie?there's this thing like a blob that looks like brains and it grows bigger and bigger and tries to engulf the whole planet.classic movie.watch it if u can.i thin it was a 70s or 80s movie.the special effects are damn bad but its funny!

k girls better leave for tuition now...catch ya later aight...=)

love and missing u guys tons,
jan

ok, and so everyone's blogging.. so i shall blog too.. :)

i just got of my hell hole man..
my whole week was absolutely wrecked with assignments after assignments.. no fun!
finally i am done and wont hv any for the nex 3 weeks atleast.. which is gd news!! yay!

oh well.
my exams are gonna be up in 5 weeks. one of 12 n other on 17th n i am done!! wooohoo!!
gotta work harder this sem.
promised myself.
or atleastf or my mum i wud. i cant fail a module and get 2k fucking busted for nothing.
sigh.
i miss my mum.
its her bdae on fri :)

i just realised i hv overlooked so much in life.
esp when it came to my mum.
no matter how often she makes me angry, i cudnt love her more.
the amt she has done for me is way way way too much to even feel a pinch of anger.
in god name, i hope she will be strong.

i miss home.

jan, gd luck for ur exams and all baby.
take a chill pill when u need to k?

jes darling, u relax too. maybe ur too stressed n thus not performing up to standards yea?

love u all..

ok i started to type a comment to jes's post then i went on and on and realized i might as well blog instead.=)

FINALLY jes is blogging man...

yah i also just got back a lit assignment and i only got a B-...not happy lor.but there was only ONE A- in the entire class.everyone else got like the same as me or worse.this marker is really strict.but its 10% lah so not too bad...another essay due this week is 20% so gotta pull up my socks a bit.

maybe jes ur just juggling too many things rite now...i mean i'm doing the same thing as u.i'm giving tuition, working at ig's and giving tuition.i wish i didn't have to work at ig's but i need the money.but i do make sure my weekends are free...at least one day.so that i can breathe.it really helps.past week or so i've been up till 5 am EVERYDAY doing work...its ridiculous.i wouldn't have to if i had thursday free to do my essay but as it stands i need to finish one essay tonight and another essay tmr nite so that i can study for a test on saturday morning.

*stress*

once saturday is over i'll be less on edge...can relax a bit.need to catch up on reading a bit though.

*stress*

ok i'm gonna get cracking on that essay now...

take care loves...

does anyone have don juan demarco on vcd or dvd?i desperately wanna watch it...