hey babaes...i'm in JB now blogging from an internet cafe...which has nothing but blasting bombs and stuff...i feel like i'm in a freakin warzone...its quite annoying...i think my head might explode.how my brothers tahan this noise is beyond me..ya know how when u come out of a club ur hearing's half gone cos of the music...i feel like that now only its not music but bomb blasts makin me go partially deaf...

came to jb on saturday for my dental appt (owie teeth hurt like mad) then we were supposed to some back today (sunday) but my some fuckin motorbike rammed into my dad's car and the bumper's a;most gonna drop off.since it'll cost a bomb back home he might as well get the repairs done here...but its so annoying gotta stay here another nite.not that i reli mind but i miss my com!!!!and my internet!!!!i dunno how i'm gonna tahan in kl when i'll be internet-less for 3 weeks.

ok i must tell u...went clubbing on wednesday nite rite cos my birthday was the next day and my exams just finished...i called my fren lah who called his fren (whom i know) who called his frens (whom i don't know).so there was this group of like 15 ppl all going clubbing with me and i didn't know 3/4 of them...but they were nice pple lah and we clicked reali well...surprisingly...most of the guys were from vj and rj and in ns now.the girls one was in my fac and the others i dunno actually...and tushara was there.so anyway we all went clubbing and the guy who caught my eye seemed like the kind who knows he's cute,know what i mean?a bit tao...so i was like ok forget him move on NEXT!!!haha yeah..the whole bunch of us danced in a group lah my nus frens broke off and danced by themselves so the 9 r so of us were dancing by ourselves...from 11-3 nonstop.i was in heels i swear i almost died.so anyway at the end i kinda hit it off with one of the guys lah and he's reli nice and i think he kinda likes me.both he and the cute guy who caught my eye earlier were leaving for brunei on thursday nite...OCS mah so they have some training thingy in brunei...so anyway then on friday my STUPID fren (who was there that nite) called me and told me that the cute guy was going ON and ON about how hot i was and how stupid he was for not talkin to me and dancing with me...hahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i swear ya know....suddenly there are 2 guys interested in me i swear i almost died.but sadly both are in brunei and will be for 3 weeks...so they'll be back just before i get back from KL....argh...hahahahahahah

yes yes...i'm thick-skinned i know...huge ego boost man...my ego is SWOLLEN....

hahahahahahaha

anyone care to comment?

and jes and sheryl is clubbin on wednesday still on?

adios amigos..
Jan

Artist: Michael Buble
Album: Michael Buble
Title: That's All


I can only give you love that lasts forever,
And a promise to be near each time you call.
And the only heart I own
For you and you alone
That's all,
That's all

I can only give you country walks in springtime
And a hand to hold when leaves begin to fall;
And a love whose burning light
Will warm the winter night
That's all,
That's all.

There are those I am sure who have told you,
They would give you the world for a toy.
All I have are these arms to enfold you
And a love time can never destroy.

If you're wondering what I'm asking in return, dear,
You'll be glad to know that my demands are small.
Say it's me that you'll adore,
For now and evermore
That's all,
That's all.

If you're wondering what I'm asking in return, dear,
You'll be glad to know that my demands are small.
Say it's me that you'll adore,
For now and evermore
That's all,
That's all.

and basically thats all i want....somebody tell me why its so awfully hard to find a guy with brains?it seems that all members of the male species are stupid.one more paper to go tmr afternoon and i'm done!!haha...going to phuture to paaartay the nite away too...grinz...i think i'll have a quiet birthday this year...

for a moment i thot i was the one who had blogged...posting a song is such a me thing to do....

copy me ah wahalu!!!!

sorry i'm a bit mad today.

it's been a long and winding journey
but i'm finally here tonight
picking up the pieces
walking back into the light
into the sunset of your glory
where my heart and future lie
there's nothing like that feeling when i look into your eyes
my dreams came true when i found you
i found you...
my miracle

if you can see what i see
that you're the answer to my prayers
and if you can feel
that tenderness i feel
you would know
it would clear that angels brought me here

it's like a start of a story
feels like i've been born again
every breath is your love
every heart beat speaks your name
my dreams came true right here infront of you
my miracle
if you can see what i see
you're the answer to my prayers
if you can feel the tenderness i feel
you would know
it would be clear that angels brought me here

i would be forever grateful
forever thankful...
my dreams came true when i found you...
my miracle
if you can see what i see
you're the answer to my prayers
if you can feel the tenderness i feel
you would know
it would be clear that angels brought me here...

yo chicas!!
today was a luch less exciting day...got to school early...stood in the blazing heat for half an hour before they let us into the lurvely air con and did my paper.it wasn't too bad too.singapore studies...tmr's history so i'm gonna go read about the qing dynasty and tokugawa japan and india under the british.

but first i must tell u.there a major hottie in nus arts year 1 this nepalese guy who looks italian and he's soooooo freakin hot i swear...longish hair like orlando bloom in pirates of the carribbean,goatee,and grey eyes.i swear i melted.geeth has a crush on him too...hahahaha....we drooled at him today on our way back...i had half a mind to follow him home.hahahah...seriously he is so freakin hot its amazing.but nobody knows if he's an exchange student or permenantly here.i hope its permanent.he's too cute to let go really....sigh.....yes but *whack* reality check unless i have a tutorial with him or sth it'll never happen.i asked geeth to try find out wat modules he's planning on doing next sem.his name's maxim by the way isn't that such a cool name?!?!*sigh.......

alritey gotta hit the apers...ciao bella...

wah jan...i salute to the student who attempted to like run to skool man...anyway, wats with the cock driver man...stupid silly ball he must have been...tsk tsk...but anyway, glad that u managed to like make it just on time...i noe how u feel coz ching and i were late for our exams also remember? that was one traumatic day!... oh well..i am super tired...becoming afraid of essays esp those philosophical shit!... i hate it... i stayed up till 5 to do my essay on renaissance...how is that for a start? and my damn teacher decides to say something to the extent of " i wont start makrking till fri so i wont know who handed in and who hasnt...so u all can hand in by fri!"...and worst of all.. " if u all hand in late its ok, i will minus less a than a mark!..." hello??... excuse me, that like less than a mark!!... ##$^!#%^...i swear man...somethings... the amt of shit teachers can put u thru...now i have one more..lit essay due on fri.. and psyc the week after...followed my maths and econs exam...and a media presentation...plus one more lit essay coming up...urgh!!... ESSAYS ESSAYS ESSAYS!!... do i look like i wanna become a bloody author of some shit book!!..

sigh..okok... i better B=R=E=A=T=H=E... cannot make it oredi... bye all!

ok my ps paper's over....was quite traumatizing i tell ya...not the paper...what happened BEFORE the paper was the traumatizing bit..

ok my first paper rite so i'm pretty excited...i leave for scool at 7..the paper's at nine and i shud have been in school at 8.30.but nooooooo what happens?the bus leaves clementi interchange and at the junction just outside the interchange there is a major accident involving a bus,a pickup a car and a bike.bang bang bang!!!!and traffic stops.i'm sitting rite at the back of the bus so i can't see whats going on...10 mins later i look up from my notes and realize we're still at the same place...ppl start panicking cos its 8.30 now and everyone's going for the 9am paper.and the stupid driver didn't say anything!!!!!!so we're all like shit shit shit and all got off the bus only to relize there's another 3 buses behind us all filled with nus students...so in total there're about 200 students all trying to flag down cabs in that area...it was madness...some pple gave up and tried running to school..which is like trying to run from school to simei mrt.its about 5 bus stps.bumped inot my senior and we decided to ask 2 others to share a cab with us...which they did and so me, my senior and the 2 strangers all took a cab (which they'd called) to skool...i got to school at 9 sharp and the paper started at 9.04...i was panting my lungs out by the time i started and i think i screwed my first question abit....

ching..use someone else's phone and call that bitch....she'll pick up rite?dun sms her just call straight....

tmr got paper...gonna study now adios amigos!!!

its freeeezing here!!!!rained and rained the whole morning...aat least it was raining when i woke up at 1 pm lah so i assume its been raining the whole morning..heehee...i was up till 7 watching my darling spain beat norway 2-1...but it should have been like 5-1 cos they missed sooooo many shots!!!the norwegian keeper was excellent lah so cannot fault them...

i wanna marry a spanish soccer player.

wats bi-polar disorder?how to cure it?eh...ur house got air-con rite?or since its just girls walk around in ur undies lah who'll care?haha u and ching can wear the undies we bought for u guys...hahahahah!!!!*bonks*

eh is the whole of aussie celebrating today??the wallabies defeated the all blacks 22-10...i watched it...wahlau i dunno how they can tahan getting whacked around like that sia....so violent....

jannnny

good lord!... u guys wont believe it u noe!!... it was so hot today....ching and i nearly died...we took a cab from the next street back home coz it was scorching...least in singapore when the wind blows, its not HOT AIR blowing... i nearly died!!!... goodness me!!....it went to the high of 38 degs... and now its so cold that we are already in denial that the air is cold...whao! i feel shiok now i tell ya... had drama rehearsal today...quite fun to a certain exxtent...haha...of course what, my drama is with sidhaesh... haha... oh well oh well... i kinda decided that the idiot shall be just my eye-candy and nothing else man!....sigh...

jan, are u suffering from bi-polar disorder...where u go into mania and depression...u shudnt be getting it babe...chill out....we all love u alright??...and i cant afford to spend a whole day in bed...its totally impossible...atleast not during the day or i will MELT....

take care everybody... aiyoh..i am sick of eating bread...has been my staple diet for days now!

yours forver,
rahdee

thanks rathiii......and u relak a bit....what drama nite?!?so exciting!!!i misssss draaammmaaaaa....ok relax drink lotsa hot water...go see the doctor...everything will be fine...essays first then study...u can breathe later.if it helps, take 1 day off and stay in bed the whole day.dun think and think and get so stressed...

i just found saif on friendster...

i think i'm on hyper mode cos i'm gonna go into depression soon...my moods swinging like mad...suga suga how u get soo flyyyyyy....frankie j has such a smooooooth voice....*melt*

wahlau i think i'm gonna message jes and scold her man...

hey darlings....

jan, dun worry too much...remember what i told ya? i noe its gonna be difficult but u gotta be strong right??...then only u can console ur mum if at all anything...anyway, as u said, ur fly are kinda prepared for it...

i am so stressed now...got so mucha work to do...got 3 essays to go...plus media and comm presentation...how stressed...shit man! on top of that, still got drama rehearsals for drama night...how i am gonna survive i dunno... i am suffering from a hell ofa shit flu now!!... sigh...hope everything goes well...still got maths exam on 29th and econs on 1st...i think i might go mad soon...but hope i maintain my sanity...thats alll.........

u all take care ya??... sheryl, u still coming??... or changea plans???... how isit going for u??...miss all of u lots!!

love always.....infinte love...hugs and kisses....
-ratz-

sigh...
my grandad's getting worse...apparently he's deteriorating very fast now...i had tix to limp bizkit now i'm tryin to sell it off so that i can go to kl earlier....my mom's trying to sell her havana nites tickets too....

jeslyn u toot where are u?!?exams over u disappeared to what corner of the world?

sigh..

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same as ching...hmmmmmmm...

i've been exposed to the chicken pox virus!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

bloody shit

exams in 10 days

screwed screwed up everything sucks aaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrggggggggghhhhhhhhhhhhhh

fuck man seriosuly couldn't this have happened a month earlier?!?!?!?!?

nvm lah keep for ur daughter...hahahaha

i'm definitely pmsing too...damn pissed off at everyone and everything...and exams coming soon aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa
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chill.

i think i am gonna start pmsing...like got alot of work to do plus i am beginning to get irritated with people in skool...esp when they whine and whine so much that i am unable to take it...aiyoh!...sigh...jan, u better go get a jab soon okie?...dun fall ill b4 ur exam and all...ok everybody take care....miss ya all...thanx for the undies uh!! by the way i noe u all think my boobs are small and all..but of course i wont be ablt to fit into sucha small sized bra!!!

rat

SIGH

i think i'm pms-ing again...for some reason these feelings only hit me just before i start the strawberry shortcakes so its definitely linked to pms.

jes dun worrry u'll be fine!!!u'll pass with flying colours...and u can party after that lah i'll be studying i bet...last minute work as usual...wat else is new rite...

its weird
i feel funny
like empty
i dunno i dunno i dunno
my fren's attached and has been for a month plus.
i just talked to her today after eons.
she's really happy
and perplexed at why i'm not attached
u know, if i was in love, i'd be the best gf ever.
but i want someone who can be a good bf to me too rite.
and i just haven't come across the rite guy yet.
all the wrong guys like me.
i think i'm fated to be single forever.

=(