haha...this is so funny.... i cant believe...i'm too good to be true lor!! lalalalala...sigh...my hamad reallie not coming on sat uh jan?? sigh...sigh.... sigh....haha....okok...dun kill me ok....sigh....haha...anyway, yah jan...i guess i cant make veeryone happy la...i need to spend time with as much ppl as i can...ching...sad uh?? but we will pull thru yah?!!

DIVINE POWERS OF THE YAH-YAH SISTERHOOD!!! *YAH YAH*...

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k long essay coming up.i haven't written in a loooong time...

k.wah lau kes u're also trying to tempt me is it...i can't belive u and ching are going after me...haha!!!but my heart is with rathi!!!!haha!!!

ya man!when u guys come back and we start working rite we MUST rent an appartment...like on 'friends'...very cool rite?!?!?paolo wants to rent an apartment with mark opposite us...haha!!!i think it'll be quite funny really...

sheryl...pls pls pls study hard for the CTs...dun think about alchohol!!!!haha!!!yaya after ur exams finish u me and ching can go blow money on the body shop stuff and crabtree and evelyn...sigggghhhhh

jes...u slow wat to do?come online more often lah!!!

rathi...if u can't spend time with everyone it isn't ur fault...try ur best...if not too bad lah.just make sure u spend time with ur family and the pple close to u...

EVERYONE!!!JESLYN'S ANNOUNCEMENT THIS SATURDAY IS VERY IMPORTANT SO PLS KEEP URSELVES FREE!!!!!THE WHOLE NITE!!!!aaaahahahahahaha....

regarding my parents...i give up liao...going to stay in the hostel...my ma said that 'i need to spend time away from them so that i'll appreciate them better...'' watever it takes lah huh....

JESLYN!!!!HOWS UR ORIENTATION?!?!?!?

okidoki girls i just watched bridget jones diary i HIGHLY reccommend it to all single girls out there man...damn funny movie....

ching....dun worry...u'll be fine...just give it time...AND THERE IS NOTHING WRONG WITH UR LOOKS OR UR CHARACTER!!! u're fine just the way u are...and if cyn can't see that then she's just stupid...

adios amigos

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i'm also a goddess btw...

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i didn't expect to be love...i thought i was fire...

hello everybody....its like 3 in de morning...cant sleep...my hands are aching from banging against the canoe boards...its not that my hands are aching..but bones are painful coz of the banging...erm..against the canoe boards that is...but it was quite fun...i think we shud go with aslindah...then there'll be 6 of us...then each can take the 2-seater... fun fun..

hmm...so whats happening to our chalet!!!!! sentosa is outta the question...its fully booked...lest we book a pit and juz have a bbq...bring our own tents...or go clubbing..come back and bbq when the whole world is asleep..its be a waiting for the sun to rise bbq..how's that?? haha...me and my absurd ideas really...*ouch..hand pain...*

so phee...u done with ur studying?? anutha is studying her ass off...so if we have chalet u can come?? studies more impt uh..so if u havent studied..we'll forbid u from coming..haha..well, ur wish..i noe u'd decide the best for urself...though ure a drunken prawn...

12 days to go...inc today...sigh...havent packed...dun wanna pack...life in a mess...ppl angry wit me.. supposed to be enjoyable...but doeant seem to be for either of us.. sigh...

hey everybody...finally my msn is wokring...sheryl juz posted something but she's not online leh...wookay...hmm...sheryl..oh man, i share ur anticipation and excitement to do the exams man!! anyway, good luck gurl..i'm sure u can do well this yr...without all our distraction and all...make sure u do very well for ur a-levels oki!! i want to hear good news next yr!!! and oki...dun worry...for our birthday this yr..will try my level lest to send u chocs from there...this yr cannot celebrate birthday with u...u dun forget that i ever existed ok!! better call me and wish me!! haha... i will send ya la...dun worry...dun worry twin, i will TAKE CARE of ching..unless she gets some of cyn's frenz to bash me up so that i wun be conscious to noe that she's with her to begin with??

as for ching... erm ya..i am really looking forward to staying with ya...i think we'll pull each others' hair out...but what the hell.. and ya, remember my plan abt our room?? haha.. the stars and all the pics..oh man...12 days left...sigh... i reallie cant believe its so fast!!! and yes...i trust that u'd standby with me and not foresake me..so u better stick to it..or u're so in for eternal bitching...i'll make sure i bitch abt u every 5 secs!! haha...i noe u wont...u better not...or u wun see me in aust from next yr..haha.. okok... sigh...have u finished packing?? oh god...noe what ching?? i am trying to make everyone happy...so many people wanna meet up and stuff but sometimes i juz cant make everyone happy at the same time?? and i end up having major arguements and mini-upsets with people..i am in a position where i cant make everyone happy...i need to spend time with my family but yet sometimes the way frenz tok to me is like i'm leaving and yet i dun wanna spend time with them kinda thing?? not u guys la...toking in general abt how i wish i cud cut m,yself into 2 instead and be with many ppl at the same thing...

anyway jan...u dun worry so much la k?? maybe next time juz ask him how much he has first then allow him to spend the money..or transfer ten back to him since he's done with the money or sth k?? he's been going thru a tough time i tink.. its like yesterday he accidentally sent my msg to germaine....dunno what happened...he only told me he "died" and refused to elaborate coz he said he wasnt in the right frame of mind to talk abt it..dunno what actually happened...its kinda scary...and she also forbid him from sending me off?? sigh... i reallie dunno what harm i can do by he sending me off.. and he's also damn upset abt it...and abt ur mum... u think its stress?? i mean she used to stay home and was able to do everything..now that she's working, she expects u to take over her role at the same standard that she was doing stuff in?? thats why she's like cranky and all??...maybe rite?? u dun care...juz shut ur ears and eyes to all this..am sure it'll get better oki?? dun worry dear...everything will be ok once u start skooling again...

and for me...i dunno...the thot of leaving is freaky..i dunno how i'm gonna live without seeing my grandpa for so long...i'll have to make frequent calls back..sigh..i'm gonna miss him loads and loads and loads...next wud be all u guys here..but we're gonna do somehting abt it ya ching?? u've got web-cam as well..so thats good!!hmm...well..well...my horoscope says i'll be facing some domestic or work complications...so hope that stuff isnt as complicated as it seems...and it says that i "need tto relax also"...so i shud!! haha... hey guys, thot of booking the sentosa chalet hut thing for wed and thurs..what say u all?? can?? coz the week after skool starts and we'll be busy with last minute stuff.. we can go clubbing on wed as well..ladies nite so no worries!! haha.. so how?? get back fast...and jan, ur dad is an ntuc member rite?? so can help us book?? if its confirmed la.. but if 5 of us can, we book it ok..ching and i have no time left..its gotta be next week!!....but sheryl, can u make it?? or do u like have lots to study??....

ok peeps...all of u take care...we'll be in a prob-free world once we reach 21..we can all move out and live together.. a 5-some?? haha... okok...love ya lots..

between now and then, till i see u again..i'll be loving you..... LOVE, ME (RATZ A.K.A. VICE-PRESIDENT)

tired....majorly exhausted i swear....

buenas noches amigos

i haven't been awake at this bloody hour for a bloddy long time.and u know WHY i'm awake now?!?cos my dad can't take me to jb for dental so guess what my mom wants to leave fucking 7 HOURS earlier to avoid a bloody jam.i swear my head is about to explode.having a MASSIVE headache...so if u guys can't reach me today u know why lah huh...i gtg get ready to leave in 1/2 an hour...taking a bloody BUS to woodlands....

ur exploding sister,jan

hey peepz..
haiz,i swear u know...sometime u do things and get into trouble.sometimes u don't do things also u get into trouble.anyway just to let u gous know,my phone's been half cut cos i haven't paid my bill...cos my ma owes me $130 and she can't give it to me now.sigh.so can't pay bill=can't reconnect the stupid thing.i can't send outgoing calls or messages.but can receive.for dunno how long lah.

i'm depressed also..can i follow u guys to aus?i wanna go there and start afresh...no parents no nothing.oh btw, my mom called and screamed at me just now lah and i started crying in the macdonald's below the pool salon.apparently i'm grounded.for i dunno how long.and i just spent the last half an hour washing dishes.i dunnno lah...i'm so fucking pissed off i just don't care anymore.i do things for ppl i don't get a thanks...but if i don't do things i they get angry cos i didn't do wat i used to...dunno wat shit lah.

ok i'm just gonna come out and say wats bothering me lah k...besides my parents.but don't breathe a word about this to the ppl involved.i'll die a horrible death.k darv is like my brother rite...today we played pool til really late.i was supposed to be home by 11.but u guys were having so much fun i didn't wanna interrupt...its not like we play pool everyday rite.i was thinking about taking a cab home thats why i was standing at the atm place and like holding the door when darv was withdrawing money.but i didn't bring my atm card and i haven't been doing so for the past few days cos i din wanna touch wat i have in there.so ok no choice have to take bus.then u guys (jes and sheryl) left and darv wanted to buy food so we went back to mac and thats when my mom called and yelled and i cried in the mac lah.i'd told her i was in the bus cos if i told her i hadn't even taken the bus yet even worse.so then darv insisted i take a cab home despite my trying to convince him that we should take a bus cos no diff rite whether i come home at 12 or 1 i'm still getting punished...and he used his last $10 for that cos i didn't have any cash with me.then when i got home i was talking to him on the phone and i was complainign about my non existant phone and he was like 'u still have money in ur account and i'd to use my last 10 on cab cos of u'...its not like i didn't wanna withdraw.or that i wanted to take the cab in the first place.or that i wanted him to use his last ten on me.i didn't know it was his last ten rite.now he's pissed at me.wat am i supposed to do?its not like i'm filthy rich also rite.i mean for me if i dun have money i'll just make do with wat i have and scringe to the last cent.i dun like borrowing unless its really necessary.haiz...i dunno lah i'm so pissed at my parents already and now this...ugh...i'm so so so pissed...i think tmr i'll hibernate in my room.dun feel like seeing or talking to anyone.

rathi u have darv's sister chitra there rite...coool down...u won't be all alone...

haiz...k lah i feel too fucked up to type anymore so post ur comments k i realli dunno wat to do about these two problems...i need help...thanks guys...

adios for now...

hi ppl...sigh...i am crying now...but the thing is, i cant stop crying...and the worse part is i dunno why i am crying??...things happens arnd me,and i dunno why...i juz cry...its irritating...sigh...depression...tension...

yah ching..15 more days..how saddening...feel so sad...unlike u...atleast u have something actually someone to look forward to down there...sigh...i cannot tahan oredi la...sigh..

anyway ching... i was the one who replied, i share your excitement...coz i was with her when u msged see..and we both felt excited for u..haha.. okok.. let me cheer myself up by cracking some lame jokes ok..yes..my msn is still cocked up...its says wrong passowrd/nick/dunno what cock.. but when i log in from anutha's house, can..my mum can check my mail for me also.. dunno whats up man...annoying aint it?? sigh.. argh!! *roar*.. and i tried getting into that stupid trillian thing..but its a blank page..wait i try again later okie doki?? i'm beginning to get bored these days..

oki doki ppl.. everybody take care..will read this later...hopefully to see some new entries to entertain me..till then cheerrrrioooooo!!

hey guys...

ching,i think they're giving u a hard time cos if they find reasons to dislike u,they won't miss u so much when u're in aus...its like a defense mechanism of sorts.thats my theory lah.at least your parents have an excuse (albeit a lame one) but mine don't have any excuse!!!!

argh....i've been practically goin out everyday so that i can try to avoid being at home...i don't mind being at home when they're not around but towards the evening when my brothers my dad and my mom are at home...wah..i cannot tahan.my mom...dunno lah since she started working it seems she doesn't really have time for me anymore...the only time she talks to me is when she's screaming at me about not doing things around the house...its come to the point where i dread hearing her key in the lock in the evening,signalling that she's back.dunno lah...=(

hey did u know we can get special stickers to stick on our ezlink cards?very cool rite?rat and i both got it done...its $7 for 1 but $5 for 2 so we got one each lah.thing is it must be the same photo...haha...i'm keeping mine to stick on my nus ezlink when i get it later...which reminds me i have a camp from the 1st to the 3rd of july...but don't worry!!!sick and dying also i'll come to the airport to cry my eyes out and see u guys off k?=)

rathi,download trillian lah...my msn also screwing up a bit takes damn long to sign in and got dunno wat errors all the time.seriously they say error then the error in question comes out as "jblsbfgbu87488438n njfjklvog7ow875".i mean wat the hell is that supposed to mean?!?!?they should transalate it to layman's terms.and by that i mean jan's terms.like 'there is something wrong with your connection/settings/computer/life'.

i'm starting to write long lit essays here.but its become like a diary to me...so this is how i write in my diary.

i want to write a book.but i dunno wat i should write about.any ideas?i want it to be (ow i just hit my foot on my desk leg) something cool...something ppl our age will wanna read.can be about anything.writing about teenage life seems so blase...hmmm...come on ppl let the ideas flow...hit me!!

yeah ching try organise something...make sure queen jeslyn is free yah....she's the one with appointments till the end of 2005...=)and i finally figured out how to pin up my hair with the killer clip!!!;)

alritey then peeps gonna read for a bit then sleep...i'm mood swinging so watch out...=)

adios mi chicas!!! (transalation: goodbye my girls!!! in spanish)

sigh...i still cant use my msn...i miss cracking lame jokes and laughing online... i feel like i'm the only idiot online all the time...later got guitar...sianz...jan, have u got the song...i still cant play both together lor..

i tell u uh...i wanna thrown my fone away..my students keep bugging me to go ice-skating with them..but imagine goin skating with 40 sec 2 kids!! oh my good lord.. i think i'll go mad.. i feel like swimming though...feeling damn fat..think i'm putting on wieght.. i so agree that we have free time in our hands but i also feel like i have no time!!

everyday goin out...so many people to meet but havent started...STRESS..TENSION TENSION only...sigh..i havent been spending time at home also..feel so bad...i am already missing my grandpa despite seeing him everyday and all.. i think i will juz die when i get there thinking abt him.. sigh sigh sigh.. i am feeling so irritated now... i started to rain and stopped like in 5 minutes!! whats wrong with the damn weather man..

wookay..jan if u read this b4 our class...let me know what time we can meet...maybe 6.30 or sth?? or maybe 6...go and slack down there..oh yah!! the french guy will be coming..hope he doesnt scare me with his *kiss kiss* again..but i guess its not so freaky now coz its how he greets people...i was wondering how on earth he was gonna kiss man... thank god he kissed fat-fat first..lol.. ok..miss all of u guys..can we spend more time together..and how's our farewell plans comigna long?? sentosa is tentative isit??

love u all lots...*hugz and kisses*

ohmigod this is so cool we have a love triangle!!!heeheehahaha!!!!very cool really...come on ching....u know u want me....AAAAHAHAHAHAHA...rat and ching, the 2 of u can fight over me lah...i don't mind!!=)

its quite cool i think we all have too much free time on our hands nowadays...its quite crazy...

ok ur farewell rite we gotta book a chalet.even if its for 1 nite.try by the end of this week to look for available dates and prices.anyway 3 nites will be a bit of a waste cos ching can't stay over.so it'll be just 1 nite lah.we'll have a bbq.ok guys?hows that?if reli cannot find a chalet then beach lah.can?

I THOUGHT JU-ON WAS SCARY??!?!?!?!?aiyoh...why can't ppl make good scary movies nowdays?!?!?

yaya i wanna go see hot guys at the dragonboat thingybob...like the cute guy we saw that day huh ching?=)quite funny we were in the cab then we went past this guy and ching and i were lookin at him lah and she commented 'nice bod'...then we looked closer and both went 'cute guy!!' haha...and he had cute frens!!quite funny...

RATHI.i'm SO impressed at your paragraphing!!!CONGRATULATIONS!!!!!KADAVULAE...

eh we gotta be prepared to start writing essays and thesis thingys all soon k....dun forget reynolds..."relevance relevance relevance" he's so toot...

hey did u know zongying's doin some admin thing in police headquarters so he';s gotta wear office wear hahahaha!!!!i can't imagine it really i almost died laughing when he told me!!!heeeeeheeee!!!zongying.in long sleeved shirt and black pants...aaaaaahahahahahaha...

i seriously think i'm addicted to pool....i think its cos i'm getting better at it.but the thing is i am so BROKE!!!!!!!not only that for some weird reason i seem to play better when i'm upset or sad about something....so weird ah?it feels weird when i don';t play for 1 day...like today...we need to find other places that are cheap...the holiday rates are burning a hole in my pocket man...stupid schoolkids...(no offense sheryl)

aiyoh my parents are on my case again man its so annoying i can't stand it its always 'u're goin out so much canoot help out in the house also blah blah' and when i do help out they say i should have taken the initiative and done more i swear u know there's just no pleasing them....

oki girls gotta check mail...i need extra storage the junk is amazing....

adios amigos!!

ok...what is the crap abt typing in paragraphs...i dun get it lor...why cannot type all tgether isit huh!!! hehe...okok...well well...what can i say...i am so irritated with my bloody comp...when i type...it takes a thousand yrs to appear infront of me sia!... and my bloody msn isnt working!!! i cant even cheack my damn mails...sigh...stupid msn...stupid hotmail...everything else can but that!! argh... *roar*

i nearly died when i saw so many new entries lor...its quite cool uh?? to see all our sisterhood heads at work...haha.. like this we can start planning for our country club...this way all our ideas will be viewed by the 5 owners to our country club by day-club by nite piece of land..we're gonna be a MONOPOLY!!.. haha..

erm...ching uh...what were u blabbering abt fucked up this and that and refund uh?? jes never ask u to refund wat...she asked me to refund wat??...anyway...dun worry la...u want ur ma to come after me with a parang isit?? after all the trouble we went thru...u muz be mad lor...anyway, i think its better i have a degree than a dip reallie...i can still be a p.e. teacher when i come back IF i want to.. provided i am not 3x the size when i get back la of course!!...

yeap...so whats the plan for our farewell huh?? sheryl, u cant book isit?? hmm...shit man...only 2.5 weeks left...sigh...i think i am gonna cry till i go blind...haha...wat exaggeration...okok...atleast i noe i am gonna cry like a mad person...so better bring alot of tissue and meet 3 hrs in advance so that i can start crying and prolly by the time more ppl come, i wud have run out of tears??... sigh...ching...sigh...so sad uh... sigh sigh sigh... haha...

walao...dun say lor... i feel like killing myself...watched ju-on today...its a fucking shit movie...doesnt have a bloody story line...all the scary parts in the story have already been screened in the trailers...for those who have not watched it... my advice?? PLS DON NOT WATCH IT....really...its freaky yes.. but its nothing compared to the exorcist..i still think the japanese version of ring was 10x scarier..

oh yeah...we gotta make plans with our d-a-r-l-i-n-g aslindah...maybe we can go sentose and meet her...look after her son so that she can go *er-hem*!! with her husband...they deserve a break oso what...haha... anyway phee, when is the dragon boating fest?? maybe we all can go down and see lor?? then we go out with aslindah after that...ask her and see how?? what u guys think of the idea?? hmm...

ok...so u guys impressed with my paragraphing?? well i am...feels like i wrote a bloody lit essay sia...point by point...relevance relevance relevance...argh! watever...hehe.. okok...i am losing it.. i want my msn back...i am so sure that jan and ching are online but i cant see them!!!!! sigh...


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What Happened In Last Movie: A former hacker who broke into the NSA database, Morpheus has long since "woken" Trinity up to the real world where she is now a crew member of the Neb. Trinity is a menacing, strong and muscular fighting machine, in many ways very masculine and one of the guys. Thanks to the help of the Oracle, Trinity helps Neo realize he is "the one" by revealing that Neo has to be the one since she was told that she would love "the one." Her kiss helps Neo survive his battle at the end of the movie.

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"You're looking for him. I know because I was once looking for the same thing and when he found me, he told me I wasn't really looking for him, I was looking for an answer. It's the question that drives us, Neo. It's the question that brought you here."

seriously...

sheryl u going to see the hunks at the dragonboat fest only rite...haha!!!

rathi relax...i think melbourne is the right choice...

jes!!!wow u appeared!!!CELEBRATION!!!JES FINALLY KNOWS HOW TO USE THE INTERNET!!!=)and why are ur hols ending soon?

eh guys,tip.PLEASE TYPE IN PROPER SENTENCES!!!!u know with paragraphing...its easier to read that way...

eh did u guys watch the mtv movie awards?damn funny man i swear...best kiss went to spiderman u know the upside down kiss...and best action sequence was lord of the rings...the big castle fight at helm's deep.damn good.then best on screen team went to LOTR again for sam,frodo and gollum.best virtual character was gollum from LOTR.yoda won best fight.collin pharell (swoon and die) won best breakthrough male for phonebooth.best villain was the lil girl from the ring...

hey peeps...
i'm neo!!!


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"I don't know the future. I didn't come here to tell you how this is going to end, I came here to tell you how it's going to begin."

so exciting....watch out everyone..i'm supposed to be tempted by persephone rite...er ching...are u attracted to me?!?!?hhhhhaaaaahahahahahahaha...

u know what...i think ching has the smallest ass....

hahahahahah!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!i swear u know....the photos are so blardy funny.....hahahahahahaha!!!!!!!!!!i'm so losing it!!!!!!!ok ok rathi...its pe teacher.its cool but u can't go far.my mom said its way better that u take the melbourne thing.cos like u'll get a degree there.which is much much better.so don't worry u made the right decision....

ok!!!one gathering coming up...u guys wanna have a bbq?i think we gotta screw the chalet...hmmm...sheryl, can we book ur condo the function hall thingy or watever they have?it'll be more private that way and we can organize it better.otherwise beach all damn messy....ya...find out can?

how to lose a guy in 10 days was soooo saddddddd...i mean it just reminded me how freaking single i am!!!!!

eh donch u think we all sound like nuns?sister ching,sister jan,sister rat....hahahahahaha...sister jeslyn is the funniest man....i mean like never in a million years can i imagine jeslyn as a nun...or ching....or sheryl!!!!aiyaiayai!!!!

oki sistas adios for now...its the school hols so my dingbat brothers are hogging the internet...i'll try to come online when i can..

p/s : eh keep the 23rd to the 26thof june free.aslindah wants to go out with us...

sigh...*sniff* blardy NIE sent me a damned screwed letter for interview lor... for dip programme...can't believe it...monday only i settled everything and today is saturday and then they send the letter....
mad eeediots i swear!!.. if only they sent earlier...i wud have taken it for sure man!!! its for p.e. teacher...cool or isit cool?? sigh...but i guess i have to screw it...
cant do anything abt it what... grrr...

i am going mad... unless i like screw melborne and pay back...after all i will be earning while studying...so in 8 months i will make up for wat i've lost...okok..i think i'm mad...better get these dumb ideas outta my head...

yes ching...stop staring!!... i can feel the presence of ur evil eye on me!!... haha... well well... where's JES!!! WOOHOO!!! JES.. JES... are u home?!!!!.... quickly leh...even sheryl faster than u this time noe!!!...ching...i think we gotta plan something...or eh...the "others" should plan something for us.... PLAN A GATHERING LEH!!!!!!!!!!!!... see, my sanity is hanging my a thread and its gonna snap any minute... till it snaps... ciao!!

wah...seriously lor...finally this thing is working...haiz....so tired...went to watch how to lose a guy in 10 days with ching and jan...
hmm..not bad la huh?? riteoez sistas?? i'm so brain dead...ching ching..better go get the plane stuff done alrightoez?? wookie dokie..see if this goes through...

I'M IN!!!