hey peeps..ok jan...here's to what happened on my birthday yah?hmm... had this bbq in the freaking cold celebrating my fren's birthday...then at abt 12 went home to mine...was welcomed with a suprise birthady by ching and jin..my house-mate...it reall made me very happy...i was reallie touched and all..thanx to ching as well of course who must have planned it i guess....

oh well..then i went to bed...in the sofa...coz ching was gone and slept in a stoned position...but was fine outside for me..watched u.s. open and fell asleep... woke up, went for lunch at a veg rest near my place...then walk walk..came home..soon it was dinner...went to my fren seelan's place for dinner...he cooked chicken curry...quite pai-seh..guys cooking for me..thats when it kinda started...dun really wanna tok abt it... but nvertheless...was supposed to go clubbing...frenz got changed and brough us back to change as well...but obviously due to unforeseen circumstances..or shud i say, forseen circumstances, i didnt go... coz i was gonna be in company of 6 guys..regardless of how flattering that may sound, i didnt feel any much safer being with guys who i JUST got to noe..not the matter of trust but yah..i think u guys shud noe wat i mean...oh well..frenz got mad at me and now refuse to tok to me...frankly, doesnt reallie matter coz they just got into my life and i dun think they deserve first priority from me...anyway..forget abt the sad part of my bdae that ended in tears..the rest of it atleast was happy happy... :) i got a couple of cool stuff...i got romance perfume, 2 tees, one bed-room slipper...cool aye?..

hmm.....well well...wonder how my twin wud have spent hers..good i hope...that drunken prawns might have been drunk for all i noe...hope she had a great deal of a good time...oh well... anyways, i think life is getting enriched day by day...i'm learning new things everyday...both academaically and in reality...just got to noe how people actually are...not always are expectations met i suppose...sometimes, u have to conduct a REALITY CHECK or it'll conduct itself and be a bigger blow.. :) sometimes, things u render closer to u as precious but receive something much more valuable from something u discarded before or deemed as not so close... haha...i mite be toking alien language but u guys will noe what i'm toking abt one day... still kids la u all.. haha..just being a little philosophical...suffering from a reality check.. :)

oh well...jan, ching and jes...thanx for all the greetings and all...rellie appreciated it...big time... had a great memorable time... memorable that is...take care....always in my thoughts and prayers...twin, how did u go?? holla at me soon okie??

love,
rat

Artist: Jason Mraz
Album: Waiting for My Rocket to Come
Title: You And I Both


Was it you who spoke the words that things would happen but not to me
Oh things are gonna happen naturally
And taking your advice I'm looking on the bright side
And balancing the whole thing
But often times those words get tangled up in lines
And the bright lights turn to night
Until the dawn it brings
A little bird who'll sing about the magic that was you and me

Cause you and I both loved
What you and I spoke of
What you and I spoke of
Others only dream of the love that I love

See I'm all about them words
Over numbers, unencumbered numbered words
Hundreds of pages, pages, pages forwards
More words then I had ever heard and I feel so alive
Now you and I, you and I

Not so little you and I anymore
And with this silence brings a moral story
more importantly evolving is the glory of a boy

you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of

and it's okay if you have go away
just remember the telephone works both ways
and if I never ever hear it ring
if nothing else I'll think the bells inside
have finally found you someone else and that's okay
cause I'll remember everything you sang

you and I both loved what you and I spoke of
and others just read of and if you could see now
well I'm already finally out of words.

well guys decided to write today instead of just posting lyrics...but i think this song is damn nice...

yep so uni's ok getting buried under a mountain of work thats why past few days i've been posting lyrics to like show u guys the mood i'm in...yep yep.
oh guess wat zongying just called me he wants me to organize some sort of overnite at sentosa thing during the hols...so i was think can do it when ching's here in nov if can and then next year when both of u come back...he's doing duty at sentosa cos tmr got some race marathon shit...wonder if kunal'll be there...

YAN YAN the thing is cos of ur girly long hair i think this name suits u lor...hahahahaha...u look nice truthfully...but it'll be nicer if it wasn't still puffy...looks like straw a bit...natural waves like mine will be sexier...hahahahahaha....dun die dun die...and ur wisdom tooth?oh no...but i seem to recall u enjoyed eating ice cream and yoghurt...hahahaha...and ya regarding the appearing rich part hahahaha...dun worry lah ppl will return u money...i have yet to chase cecilia...sigh...ten bucks like not small money lor...my fren just returned me fifty and i'm trying to save that and not touch it!!!that has to go to my aus fund lor...and oh ya SERIOUS u wanna go busking at orchard one day?to like get some money for aus trip?maybe we could do it in nov after mine and phee's exams...how?i think its super exciting...and must do in orchard where the ang mohs will raise money...we can donate part of wat we get (if its a respectable amt) to charity too...wat do u think?
and pls try not to kill urself on the roads altho hmmm....ok ok i won't say it.=)i love u jes...=)
ya i saw the graduates too at my school...its called convocation ceremony...and there were big banners saying congratulations class of 2003...haiz...hopefully i'll be in the class of 2007...thats the year i'll be graduating...hahaha...majorly awesome i swear...the gown the funny hat which u can throw into the air...i bet i'll be crying my eyes out tho...

Rathi's clubbing at this very moment...so's phee...bloody hell...nvm...next fri i'm goin for a bhangra nite...hahahahahaha cute indian guys..wooo!!and stupid ching's probably out with her darlin on the dance floor....*grumble grumble*

wah neck pain siah i dunno wat i did...damn stiff...i think i neeed a massage!!!!hahahaha...got 50 in my acc...no no...aus first massage later...i go to aus then u guys can gimme a massage lah huh?*GRIN*

oh and the dance group didn't call me...i didn't get in...sigh....oh well can try again i guess next sem or next year...and i still have my beloved drama....

oki darlins i'm dead tired tmr gotta wake up early to go to the temple...my mom wants to do some prayers...nitez sweetums...dun miss me too much...love u guys loads...

p/s:rat and phee tell us all abt wat happened on ur birthdays!!!!

Artist: Christina Aguilera
Album: Stripped
Title: Can't Hold Us Down


So what am I not supposed to have an opinion
Should I be quiet just because I'm a woman
Call me a bitch cos I speak what's on my mind
Guess it's easier for you to swallow if I sat and smiled

When a female fires back
Suddenly the target don't know how to act
So he does what any little boy will do
Making up a few false rumors or two

That for sure is not a man to me
Slanderin' names for popularity
It's sad you only get your fame through controversy
But now it's time for me to come and give you more to say

This is for my girls all around the world
Who've come across a man who don't respect your worth
Thinking all women should be seen, not heard
So what do we do girls?
Shout louder!
Letting them know we're gonna stand our ground
Lift your hands high and wave them proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will, can't hold us down

\Nobody can hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Nobody can hold us down
Never can, never will So what am I not supposed to say what I'm saying
Are you offended by the message I'm bringing
Call me whatever cos your words don't mean a thing
Guess you ain't even a man enough to handle what I sing

If you look back in history
It's a common double standard of society
The guy gets all the glory the more he can score
While the girl can do the same and yet you call her a whore

I don't understand why it's okay
The guy can get away with it & the girl gets named
All my ladies come together and make a change
Start a new beginning for us everybody sing

This is for my girls all around the world
Who've come across a man who don't respect your worth
Thinking all women should be seen, not heard
What do we do girls?
Shout louder!
Letting them know we're gonna stand our ground


Lift your hands high and wave 'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will, can't hold us down Lil' Kim:
Check it - Here's something I just can't understand
If the guy have three girls then he's the man
He can either give us some head, sex her off
If the girl do the same, then she's a whore
But the table's about to turn
I'll bet my fame on it
Cats take my ideas and put their name on it
It's aiight though, you can't hold me down
I got to keep on movin'
To all my girls with a man who be tryin to mack
Do it right back to him and let that be that
You need to let him know that his game is whack
And Lil' Kim and Christina Aguilera got your back

But you're just a little boy
Think you're so cute, so coy
You must talk so big
To make up for small lil' things
So you're just a little boy
All you'll do is annoy
You must talk so big
To make up for small lil' things

This is for my girls...
This is for my girls all around the world
Who've come across a man who don't respect your worth
Thinking all women should be seen, not heard
So what do we do girls?
Shout louder!
Letting them know we're gonna stand our ground
Lift your hands high and wave 'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will, can't hold us down

This is for my girls all around the world
Who've come across a man who don't respect your worth
Thinking all women should be seen, not heard
So what do we do girls?
Shout louder!
Letting them know we're gonna stand our ground
Lift your hands high and wave 'em proud
Take a deep breath and say it loud
Never can, never will, can't hold us down
Spread the word, can't hold us down

THE ALL-AMERICAN REJECTS LYRICS

"Swing, Swing"

Days swiftly come and go.
I'm dreaming of her
She's seeing other guys
Emotions they stir
The sun is gone.
The nights are long
And I am left while the tears fall.

Did you think that I would cry,
on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,
being alone?
I'll find someone new

[Chorus]
Swing, Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again.

Wish cast into the sky
I'm moving on
Sweet beginnings do arise
She knows I was wrong
The notes are old,
They bend, they fold
and so do I to a new love.

Did you think that I would cry,
on the phone?
Do you know what it feels like,
being alone?
I'll find someone new

Swing, Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again

Bury me
(you thought your problems were gone)
Carry me
(away. away, away...)

[Chorus fades till end]
Swing, Swing, Swing from the tangles of
My heart is crushed by a former love
Can you help me find a way
To carry on again

today was a sucky day.guess u can sorta gather that from the title ya?=)anyway dance auditions were terrible...i couldn't find the damn venue so i was half an hour late so i only had ten mins to learn the steps...sigh...and i so wanted to get in...nvm..i'll join my beloved drama as usual...and take up hip hop class outside then tryout next sem again.

yep so anyway since jes is like mia (she apologized she's been up to her neck in school assignments com crashing tuitions stuff like that)yep so we went to school today and got mdm aslindah a cake and she was suitably touched and all...yah and the teachers were soooo jealous of her hahahahahaha...quite fun.

CHING finally man...i'm glad things are gettin better for u...i'm still pretty much single...

AND i ask u all ah...mdm aslindah said i look attached too!!!!even jes was like huh whats with jan lookin attached man....and today i asked my fren and he was like cos i'm pretty and cheerful and sweet and bubbly so i have the attached look.i still dun geddit man...oh and she remembers kunal..oh u know wat for a moment she didn't recognize us?!!?!??she didn't really see me at first...maybe cos jes has such a...erm...large presense....hahaha...yah and then she was like heeeey!! kinda thing...wah lau...

sheryl darlin...i dun mind sharing him...u prefer legolas or the pirate?i pirate also can legolas also can....maybe when he's legolas u take when he's a pirate i take...how does that sound?oh and since u had ricky today tmr's my turn yah...dun forget...pls deliver him to my doorstep...or shud i say bedroom...ahahahahahaha...dun worry u can have both orlando and ricky on ur bdae...=)can u imagine....

rathi...yeah man it'll be fine...and dun let ching bully u...hahahaha....kidnap her once in awhile..and i dun care lor craig david beard sounds damn hot already i wanna see mms!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!go take!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

jesss....hope to see u blog soon...had fun roaming around with u today...i can't believe ur so rich man...i'm like strapped for cash now...my acc has like 5 bucks!!!

haiyo...miss u guys loads...seems like years since we actually went out just the 5 of us...sigh...oh well...soon i hope...

hello all..how ya all doing man??... well jan, yah, mini-celeb..i guess so...i mean, i dun need to celebrate la actually..nothing great wat...just missing home i guess...wud be excited most of the time but guess just am not so this time coz i am like not with the usual bunch or sth?? but i guess everything will be ok sooner or later...no worries...it'll be over before i noe it and i wont have to worry abt a thing... yah man...that stupid ching is ignoring me oso lor!!! *ching u better be feeling guilty!! u supposed to follow me to gelare` yest but u conveniently met xw instead!!.. u owe me one more man!! now u owe me 2!!* yah..so she wont blog here....she went missing for eometime oredi...u better start blogging here uh...not just read everynight...

erm..jes...we'll send the parcel over for aslindah to one ur houses la...not to her straight...i dun think we'll send direct...we got her a bear together with it...

jan darline...i dun have a pic of the cute guy la...and he's not drop dead drop dead kinda cute...he's just cute...i like his smile and his craig david beard...haha...lol...dun die....

phee, hope ur ok man...shit, why during this time...but i guess now better than u get after a's when u'd wanna enjoy urself right?? so yah...chill gal...will call u in 3 days time okie dokie???

ok, will end here...just finished the most boring class of my life...history of ideas...yucks!! ciaoz!

love, rat

wah finally pple are blogging...at one pt it was just me blogging crap 24/7...

so hellooo!!k things going on in my life...dance auditions again tmr...oh did i tell u as i was walkin into centro they called and asked me to come back for the 2nd round of dance auditions!!!!i nearly died i was squealing like a mad gong and yah but i'm so excited...hop i get in then can dance competitively...

wah lau work is beginning to pile up like nobody's business...everytime i think of the amt of reading i have i nearly die...and its like i spend so much time travelling that by the time i get home i'm half dead so by the time i check me mail and stuff and can sit down and do work its 12+...so i usually sleep at 2+ nowadays...damn stressed...but its fun i guess i mean at least i like wat i'm doin so its much much better than jc...ECONS...

Sheryl hey goodest of luck for prelims man...but dun be so tressed abt lah main focus is always A's so better to work towards that...and when robbie comes in late november we can celebrate end of ezams together by droolin at him...my exams end on the 26th.one day before my bdae!!yah i hope and PRAY that he comes in late nov lor otherwise i'll have to pull a fast one on my parents to go to his concert...i dun care man must go...exams or no..and the toothaches...i can totally sympathize...braces is like the same...remember when i first got it on?my face was swollen and i couldn't eat...u can still eat yummy things like CAKE and ICE CREAM...*grin*just wait it out girl it'll get better...oh i wonder wat happened to mark he was supposed to have an op on his face...his jaw or sth remember?oh and dun worry about clubbing nov/dec will have loads of bashes rite...both jc and uni and poly...jc i scared the guys all too young leh...so we go for the poly and uni ones k?expand our "social circle"...after all its all in the name of business...gotta find prospective pple to join our resort...if they're drunk maybe we can get them to sign sth...=)anyway that'll be YOUR dept lah the seducing and shit...i'll be the innocent bystander...oh and sheryl can go u aus over christmas?will ur parents object?

Rathi wah lau bitch who's this drop dead gorgeous guy?!?!?send mms leh to like jes or sheryl then i can seee...or send to our email....*grin*.and well abt ur birthday pls pls dun spend the day being depressed k?i'll call u every hour to check!!i'm sure u'll have a mini celebration there with ur new frens...yah but ur sisters here will be missing u loads and u'll be on our minds the whole day so its like we're telepatically celebrating with u k?and dun worry i'm relaxing abt the kunal thing and yah i'm QUITE sure he's not shy but nvm...if its fated its fated...i dun know how well that attitude has served me...in terms of not getting hurt is like majorly the rite mindset to have but then i've been running away from any potential relationship...so i really dunno...oh well...come wat may to quote jes's fave crying song...and when's ur exams exactly?wat if we come late dec?cos thats when sheryl will be back...the thing is jes wants to go for like 12 days while i dun think i can go that long...parents plus i gotta visit grandparents.so i'll be there max 5 days.so we see how lah preferably over christmas?

Ching Sian dearie i wish u'd post an entry babay...feel as if ur slipping away from us...i do visit ur blog lah but all 5 of us are sharing this one so pls pls blog...just cos u have gf no need us already zit?!?!?biiiitch...anyway yah i so agree with sheryl...i think girls will b e worse than guys cos we're the more complex gender...but if u look at it from another perspective girls shud be easier to understand since we ARE girls ourselves...hmmm...shit too much philosophy already....

yan yan hahahaha...since u won't be online for sometime i thought i'd poke fun at u a bit...YAN YAN...anyway u dun like so kancheong abt school can...at least i watched 2 movies this term so far...which is not bad though my record was 6 movies in a week...dun ask me where i got the money from...it seems like i was bloody rich in jc compared to now...so sheryl enjoy it while u can...for sme reason uni students are all POOR...oh yah and word of advice dun call me monday nites between 10 and 11.30...its friends and smallville nite...which i watch religiously...and its so damn exciting i swear...damn good series...i know i was half not paying attention last nite...do u know wat gorgeous eyes tom welling has....sigggghhhhhh

yah so besides dance i'm dying to watch pirates of the carribean which stars my darlin husband orlando bloom aka legolas aka love of my life.hahahaha!!!

dun die dun die...

k i gotta check email then get cracking at work...=P

adios lovies...

hey sheryl...hang in there ok?? my heart aches when i read ur entry lor...chill la...dun be so sad...com'on..the wisdom tooth is out to signify that ur a yr older and thus wiser?? its not as if i am having a great celebration here either...not expecting anything reallie...not quite in the excited mood or whatsoever...but there's a guy who's born on the 29th la..2 of them infact...but one is like non-existant..haha..yah..but mine, well, reallie..not as excited as u think i mite be...feeling sad that i cant celebrate it back at home actually...with u guys and my family and dear frenz....and yup, the worst thing is prelims like the week after right?? but hang in there ok?? am sure it'll be fine..just do ur best...u all will get screwed for sure la...but thats normal..to scare u...u noe, like o level effect...so dun kancheong...and regarding when u guys are coming....i think late nov or early dec will be perfect...so that we can enetertain u guys as well...jan we have exams la...so it'll be difficult to like go out and all..yep...but u guys shud come together...it'll be fun that way....looking forwrad to see u guys here soon...countdown: 4 days....

jes....will go get the gift for aslindah today or sth after skool okie?? sorry for the delay la...quite hard to get shopping done here...they are reallie slow and out-dated...i havent even found one single teachers day card or anything...so i suppose will get a blank one or a general one la okie?? see how...and ya, we'll send it thru normal post or we'd have to pay a bomb...as in a bomb...to send posters, mind u, they said 80 bucks...the worst thing is our posters only cost 20 lor!! abit the dumb right?? doesnt make any sense to me man...yah..so we'll try to get it done as soon as possible yeah?? oki doki...all of u take care...

jan...u relax abit la...u dun expect things to go so fast right?? maybe he's shy...and on top of that he noes that ure saif's ex which is a major setback..so yah, maybe it'll take him sometime to like talk to u, u noe...yah...so msging once is not enuff my dear...wah...he's crazy lor....run 15 km..i thin k i wud have dieded....remember how long we take just to run 2.4km?? what the tooto toot toot...yah so jan...u just gotta relax okie....it'll be fine...just tok tok casually first then see how??

and jan...he's my cousin as in my family fren la...i am NOT attracted to him...and yah...i went to watch movie with him and his real cousin...walao!! his real cousin is damn cute...i was so so so attracted to him...oh my god...okok rathi dun die...shit man...i think i am an idiot lor...haha...

eh sheryl...why u go off?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i missed u so so so much and wanted to tok to u but my idiotic fren called so i cudnt tok to u for awhile...but just as i came back, u left...i nearly died coz i rarely see u online!!!!....sigh...4 more days to go... hey darling..all the best for ur prelims okie?? i am sure u will do well...if u can. come join us here...and when jan we having exams so ya...du come during that period.. nov will be good..late nov..early dec is the best...so hope to see u guys here!!! we'll be ack in feb to see u all though... sheryl phee..pls blog when u can okie?? and yah...keep in touch and let me noe that my twin is surviving on the other side of the world...thanx babe...

hey jes dearie...where u man?? under a pile of assignments and u drowned in them isit???

oki dokie...love u all lots...ciao!!

wat compliated?!?and ya my gooodnessss meeeeee....but its scary...u know me...with terence it was like took me so bloody long to wark up the guts to even talk to him...1 month i think...ya anyway i just msged him...he's going to zouk tonite...wat the toot he ran 15 km today...yah he's like not the rep for his formation for cross country only..yah yah....

and hey who's this 'cousin'?!?haha...yah yah go watch lotsa movies with him man...u know dark theatre...quite romantic rite...oh and speaking of finding nemo i haven't watched it also lah...the italian job's still not out here but i'm dying to watch pirates of the carribean...my darlin hubby's (orlando bloom aka legolas) acting!!!

why's ching's life complicated?ching....blog leh...

hey jan babie!!!



i read ur msg at like 4 in the morning...haha...quite exciting uh?? hehe...good la since he's not with nadia!! give it a go babe!!!!i am excited for u...and a wee wee bit jealous...actually am not la...its ok...u keep okie?? haha...u go gal!!!!


i met a cute guy today too!! went for movies with my "cousin" and he brought his cousin along...and that guy is studying in monash...quite a cute dude man!!! ohh-lala....he's got a cute smile...nearly fainted lor!! not like our madhavan smile la jan...but u noe...aiyah cute la!! i watched the italian job...quite a cool movie...oh yah, noe what?? finding nemo is NOT out yet...will be released next week!! how slow can it get right?? dammit... haha...i think i might meet this fella more often...if i hang out more with my cuzzin that is...which might be more possible coz he like said that jhe'll show me arnd?? cool aye?? well well... yey!! haha..

okidokie....will stop here...ching's and my life is a little complexed at the moment...esp ching's ...sigh...oh well..love ya all!!...

aiyoh babe...dun tear all lah...u'll ba back soon dun worry...

i went for arts bash earlier...and u'll never guess who was there...remember kunal?ya and amir and all...i saw him lah cos my group of frens and i were sitting then he and his frens were next to us...i saw him and was like *gasp* u know shock of my life.yah he's still damn cute...anyway i mentioned to my frens and they made me stand up for wat reason i didn't know...then i realized they all had shifted postion so that the only place left was the last seat...beside him!!!!!! yah so i sat lah no choice rite...yah then he recognized me...which amir didn't and i had to say i was saif's ex...*rolls eyes*.anyway ya so we talked a bit it was super noisy but ya...he's not with nadia anymore...and he got a place in nus engineering but he may go overseas...yaya...*GRIN* i bet u're steaming rathi...ya then later that nite i went lookin for my other fren and he was standing there lah so i asked why he wasn't dancing...he said the music sucked..yah duh it was techno!!!...then i said yah lah same reason i wasn't either...then he said they were goin to zouk...and asked if i wanted to go...but i couldn't abandon my frens rite so ya...i said see how..might be there later...but i didn't go in the end...yah but anyway then i said ok see u around kinda thing then he's like hey gimme ur number i'll give u a call or sth so i'm like ok!!!*grin*ya and he took down my number...and i have his lah...gosh gosh...oh dear...haiz..he's damn cute lor...i have a crush on him all over again...oh and zongying was there...

that was the highlight of my evening...of my day...of my week...no no of my day...highlight of the week was cutting hair....

rathi ignore the twats lah...u're perfectly fine as u are...

i finally got my philo slot...but my singapore studies thing still saturday class...sigh...and i dun think any idiot will want to swap with me rite?sigh...

yaya u guys have to sms me or blog asap...i want responses to this entry.....

hey jan...u cut ur hair aye?? muz be looking diff...good good...send pic okie?? or post it online...scan or sth....anyway, its not the ang moh's who are annoying me with the dietary habits...its the asians in my skool...honkys...singaporeans...indonesians...goodness!! mad people...the aussies are all larger in proportion man.,..that one no worries!!... glad that skool's good...u have fun yah?? tell me how ur nus nite thing went...
where is my sheryl????????????????????????????????????????????????? and jes too man.... blog can?? okok...i noe u all are busy esp sheryl with the bombardment of homework and lectures and studying to catch up...sorry...just missing u all lots and lots and lots...shit..think i am gonna start tearing now...my mind is just not with me these few days...had lit test so brain quite saturated now i think...ok, blog later...ciao!

hey babayssss

wah lau sheryl is like ms once in awhile make appearence...

okidoki i'm in my second week of school and already beginning to feel a lil tired...i think its all the damn travelling i've been doing...anyway more exciting news is...I CUT MY HAIR!!!!!!!!!!ok not really cut but i changed the parting and layered it...my mom had a shock when she saw me she said it was like looking at a 19 yr old version of herself.she had goosebumps!!!!my frens said its nice that i look more mature...i dunno leh...i like it, but its more difficult to manage than my previous hairstyle...at least i COMB my hair unlike our dearest jeslyn...aaaahahahaha...

yah the country club thing i'm dead serious man.i seriously wanna go ahead with this...we gotta work for a few years first to make the rite contacts and earn some money....but after that should be fine.

oh my fren said i look like the evil girl from the mummy....u know the mummy's dead girlfriend...anaksunamun i think...oh dear...wat do i make of that?
if u wanna see wat she looks like go here...http://members.tripod.com/~Imhoteps_chamber/characters.html

rathi dear...don't care abt the gongs who are forever on diet lah u make sure u eat properly...all these ang moh countries have horrendous cases of anorexia and stuff like that...u're perfectly fine the way u are...and i want pizzzzaaaaaa!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

oki damn tired liao stayed up last nite to watch italy and germany match which of course my darling italia won!!!!haha...yah so neeed sleep man tmr's bash and i'll be out the whole nite...adios me amores...

hello everybooody...
just got home and thot i'd check and blog..havent been bloggin for some time...ching and i have been studying a little now...which is quite good...ching must keep this up okie?? thot i would blog coz i realised that i was bombarding the tag-board sia!!...haha...

jes: oki oki...will send the card or maybe a parcel...will oso try to get her son something small la uh...like a boomerang or frisbee..so no worries...chill okie?? and noe what?? i realised that we didnt wish her happy birthady this yr...last yr we sent her the bouquet remember?? sigh...i miss her so much...as her to post some comments or somthing leh....and jes, how's skool for u and how are the imbo's of the world coming alone?? still annoying u?? and we opening our country club right??

jan: i am oki dearie...i will take care...dun worry...the doc here are abit useless though...i went to the dooc right?? everything was alright...as in blood pressure, temp and all...but i was feeling very weak and tired...having bad dreams and bad headaches...am very more fine now... yah, but my pulse rate was 100...when its supposed to be 70-80 only...wah, win already lor...i thot i was some abnormal shit...feel so unhealthy and all...feeling lazy and fat man!! everyone is so conscious abt the way they are...esp when the are already just nice or thin!! make me feel outta place only...some people are like so thin here and they say they are on a diet or complain abt being fat and putting on weight and not being slim for summer... when they are thin!! nbcb..!$#@$%$%...walao! i want to piak-piak them only..2 tight slaps sia!...i feel like an overweight obese elephant next to them man...sigh...i shud starve for afew days...nono...months i think...

and jan, pizza here is like another staple food...so yah, pizza is really cheap and available EVERYWHERE!!...so we're quite sick of it...we do eat it like one a week coz of the half price deal.. get a 10 or 12 piece large pizza for only $6...the large here is standard price of abt 12 la..not much more..unlike singapore... oh yah, ching is coming over in nov for her brother's wedding jan...i am NOT coming.. she'll be over for a few days i suppose... i will only be seeing u guys in feb next yr.. :( but i will send her pics and all okie dokie??...

sheryl: hey gal!!!!!! today is the 20th... there's officially 10 DAYS for our birthday!!!...how's that...?? excited...erm...not very??...sigh...dunno....shitty feeling la reallie..atleast its not so bad for u down there right??...got so many people to celebrate with u...sigh...

dance auditions tmr...nervous,,,

haiz...so tired...just got back and trying to check me tutorial bidding results then the system is not online..talk about suspense man...i'm so worried...hope i don't get a screwed timetable...like lesson at 8 till 10 then next lesson at like 4 or something screwed like that...

wats with the cracked lips ching?drink lotsa water...

ok too tired...gotta go...seeya guys...

eh what nov?i thot feb?rathi leh?

poor baby...eat well and drink lotsa water k?get campbells soup and drink...and rot in front of the tv....haha...surefire way to get well =)

jes sheryl yuki and i went to the beach last nite...and jes and i started crying...gosh...its the beach ya know...it does something to u...like u really feel so damn alone so it brings out ur deepest emotions...u just feel so...raw.yeah i think sheryl got a bit like 'my goodness u guys' kinda thing...

ya but beacon of light's the ARTS BASH 2003 AT CENTRO on friday nite!!!!!can't wait man dunno wat to wear also...i look quite good in a black spag top but thats like gauri's trademark so dunno if i should wear it...got another top that i could wear though...with jeans lah i can't imagine wearing a skirt...sigh...

yah i just bought a printer...yah but i dun have ms office so gotta go get the cd from my dad...haiz...damn broke man just paid my phonebill...so heartpain...$234...but 2 months lah so it isn't too bad....SERIOUSLY gotta cut back man...or should i get another sim card?then i can upgrade my phone too...but at the moment no money...shall i wait for christmas deals?haha...no no....aussie trip first...then can settle phone stuffy...

lalala...i still haven't bought my dearest daarlin ricky's cd...too broke to buy...i shouldn't have gotten the razorback top from giordano...but i really like it...piong...

okidoki darlins gotta sleep tmr must wake at 9.30...school's at 12 tmr...two lectures somemore...piazzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz..

luvs hugs kisses,
jan
p/s go eat the cheezy pizza from pizza hut...damnit....its droolsome...i nearly died when i was eating it....suddenly got major pizza craving...

hey everybody...noe what?? i am like so tired now...kinda slept ok at night but i dunno why, i feel so tired now...am sick la..thats why i guess....supposed to be at maths lescture but didnt go...was like 10 mins late...so decided not to go at all...shit man, shud have gone home instead...or else, better still not even have left home...then i cud have eaten at home and slept a wee bit longer or sth...*roar*

oh god....seriously jeslyn u're damn crazy...

hey babays...

wah lau man super duper tired...went back to tp this afternoon to collect me cert...ching and rat u gotta get ur certs man...anyway so ya bumped into mr lim!!!i missed him!!!yah then i told him i was taking a history exposure module and he nearly had a heart attack...i swear he has no faith in me watsoever...haha...was quite cool bumping into him lah and he asked if i was having fun and stuff...he looked quite stressed...must be the J1s...or rather this year's J2s...hunted for our darling godma but couldn't find her...*sob?*

chingkovich...i don't mean to be a wet blanket but u really sure about this?i'm glad beyond glad that ur happier nowadays but don't confuse an infatuation with the real thing...i mean of course the course of true love never did run smooth but this girl...u've known her for how long?and ur already attached?call me crazy but don't u think ur jumping into the deep end of the pool headfirst?and after just getting over cyn (assuming that u've REALLY gotten over her)?possiblty the whole idea of a 'forbidden' relationship is thrilling at the moment but wat happens when u dun have to hide anymore and the thrill is gone?please be careful deary i don't wanna see u hurt like before...

NUS is wonderful...sadly the hip hop class got filled so next option is danceblast which is like a hip hop club devoted to all things hip hop!!!dance music clothes etc...very cool rite....so ya i'm gonna audition for it...auditions are on the 20th pls pray for me i really wanna get in!!
i'm one day away from officially completing one week of school...got reading piling up like mad but oddly enuff i'm hesitant to delve rite in cos I DON'T HAVE ANY HIGHLIGHTERS!!!!!gotta go buy some man...i don't feel rite reading without a highlighter closeby...heehee...
wah today had a singapore studies module and there are so many cute guys in this lecture!!!!its amazing...sadly most are from engineering...
speaking of engineering one of the lecturers was murdered during a staff meeting...a technician just barged in and slashed the vice-dean's throat...so horrible...i wasn't in school at the time but i heard it on the news..what a horrible thing to happen on the 1st week of school...
my lit book is fantastic i highly recommend it for light reading or wat...aldous hexly-a brave new world...go read it seriously...its like lovecraft..only more believable...

hmmm...k lemme see oh i don't have enough clothes for schoooool!!!!!!!!its ridiculous i feel i have really not enuff clothes...my wardrobe is teeming with stuff but none of them are u know comfy enough...sigh...i need clothes.and bags.and shoes.

oki girlies gotta sleep tmr lecture's at 2 but i'm gonna do my eyebrows at serangoon in the morning so gotta sleeeep...nitez!!!

love u guys...

princess in desperate need of highlighters

ching's love life?haiz...why am i always the last to find out about anything...oki...i think most prob i'm meeting jes and sheryl to study this saturday...damn tired now man just came back from school...and i had only 2 lectures today..political science and history...pol science was ok lah but hist was damn fun...damn interesting...after a 2 hour lecture u dun feel stoned or anything...quite cool...and after the pol science lecture they had pizza and stuff for us...haha...

ok ok...i tells u...i dun get why i look like the attached kind...geeth's sis says i have the look of an attached girl...like cos i'm always chirpy and happy and ya she insists that i'm pretty (but watever) and so i must be attached...huh?!?!?haran said the same thing.but i'm always chirpy waaaat...do i have to be attached to be chirpy?huh?ya so its a bit confusing...even my fren nardev was like shocked when he realized i wasn't attached...hmmm....

heeheehahahahahahaha...i so agree with u rathi guys are all major gongs,for lack of a better word.looks like u did the same thing as me rite...went all the way to school only to find out that lesson was cancelled...hahahahaha...

fried fish
marinate for at least 2 hours...
1 teaspoon chilli powder
1 teaspoon ground ginger
1 teaspoon ground garlic
pepper to taste
pinch of salt

then pan fry.thats it...

ya k...lalala...ok there're a few cute guys in my lectures lah...esp pol science...heehee...but dunno lah...see how...heeheeaahahahahahahaha

i've lost it.

jes lemme know if u guys are studyin this saturday?i need to do alot of readings...=)

adois amigos...

elloz....

juz got back from skool...gonna try to make my own dinner later...see how la uh...feeling kinda lazy...lack of sleep...think i am worried/upset/confused or sth...dream was pretty bad man...thank god i woke up before i could die in my dreams...it was amutha's dog's fault...irony? amutha doesnt have a dog and is scared of them!!! sigh....dunno la...watever...

anyway jan..i think ur the only one who doesnt noe the update of our m/defence love life...so u go figure from jes and sheryl okie?? they noe abt it oredi... u uh! y so clever?? got laptop..dunno how to check mail and find out if u got lecture...smarty pants...and regarding haran;s fren...oh well, dun u think it just supports the hypothesis that good looking and nice guys are either: 1. GAY 2.BASTARDS. 3.HORNY ANIMALS 4.PLAYERS AND JERKS...well in my opinion it does... haha... shit! to the guys reading this, i'm sorry... i'm sure ure the one in a million who differ... lol...and whats with the u look the attached kind?? do u hv a tag-board saying ur attached?? hmm....

erm jan...think its not so good an idea going to lectures in bikini in singapore..reallie...esp nus...got standard can?!!!...its so hot there but its so cold here...its been raining exceptionally heavily the past few days due to the movement of the moisture and current...okok...this is the result of my lack of sleep...pls pardon me ya??... my digestive system is also going haywire...sigh...lack proper food...okok.. am gonna TRY to cook dinner for myself everyday okie??

guess what? today i had to wake up from my aweful dream and was so tired...class was at 9...when i got to skool, my frern tells me that class is cancelled!! wat the @@#$$%$@ right? dammit!... so i went to queen vic market to buy groceries...spent 30 bucks buying all of them...desperately missed eating fish..so i bought fillets and fruits and vegs..hehe..so proud of myself..now must just learn to cook them la...just throw in some things and make something outta it...

haa...thats all for now...taking a nap and then got lotsa work to do...plus must contemplate weder or not to cook....eh, can the rest of u blog!! ching, what happened to u blogging here?? u online more than me lor!! dun tell me u dun have time to blog!! u BETTER not tell me that...

oki all..see ya ltr...ciao!!

hey jan!! i am blogging for u man!!!! for u!!! haha....

well, guess wat?? this morning i woke up screaming...ask ching..somethin like "he's gonna bite me!" and ching got a shock when she woke up as well.. haha...it was so funny i tell u...ok i reallie gtg now!! i swear to blog when i come home okie?? just gimme 2 hrs!! love ya!!

heloooo
k my first day was quite a disaster...since i hadn't checked my email that day i had NO IDEA that my lecture had been cancelled cos my lecturer was away on some overseas conference...how wonderful.so i went to school and walked all over the school trying to find the computer clusters so that i could check my mail and stuff.then went to get my booklist but the department office closes at 5 so haha i was too late...yep.so i went to the bookshop and one of my lecture mates was ther and she had the list so i bought 2 book which i'm supposed to read by next monday.tmr's political science and history...so i sincerely hope that tmr will be much better than today...

wah it was so freaking hot today...wat do u think of me going for lectures in a bikini?

oh and haran told me his cute fren was a player so forget it he doesn't even wanna intro me to the guy...he said not my type...

oh and 3 ppl have told me that i looked like the attached sort.like wat the hell?!?

eh blog leh....

helooo eeeediots

wah lau...u guys ah seriously slow leh...can blog more often or not....i'm in school now...came for first lecture only to find that its been postponed to another day....how WONDERFUL....

but darv and co were there so i think its good that i didn't go...would have felt super awkward...

wah lau...went for dinner at esplanade rite i told u guys...bumped into my fren haran...and his frens...and his fren was super cute lor...and geetha they all went cheeky monkeys clubbing...but i was too tired to go...and she said there were alot of cute guys...damn it....

yo...

oki i'm blogging at home now on my laptop...i'm super slack wearing my nightie and specs and never combed my hair or wat...i'm so exhausted...

ok orientation was relli fun made so many frens and i think i'm pretty ok i have a fren in every class except for my singapore studies module...but its ok i'll make new frens!!haha...yah and i stayed over in school on thursday nite and i didn't sleep at all!!!i think i took a nap on the floor of the admin block for like 5 minutes...haha!!yah and we went for dinner at this 24hr coffeeshop outside school...dinner was at 11 plus!!yah so we were all like zombies...played bridge for like 4 hours straight!!yah then we went to one of the hostels to shower...i swear the bathrooms in the hostels are so nice!!!its like a hotel seriously...all the hostels have a shared bathroom lah each floor has one...so its like damn nice damn posh...and super clean...i've decided to stay there next sem...=)

yesterday i got home at 1 then slept till 6...then i'd to get up cos i was going out for dinner with bhavna and paolo and zongying at the esplanade...its bhav's birthday today...ya so we went and ate at the garlic restaurant...remembered u guys when we passed by the italian restaurant that we had lunch in on my birthday last year...sigh...yep but we had dinner then went to boat quay for drinks...but i didn't really drink...cannot tahan lah since the bbq i like can't drink...feel pukey...haha...oh well maybe thats a good thing...but i'm just pukey when it comes to vodka...got home at 1am...

eh very weird ya know nowadays i like have no curfew anymore...as long as i come back ard 12+/1+ my parents dun say anything...they only make noise when i forget the bring my keys then my mom has to wake up and open the gate for me...so weird ah?since uni activities started i haven't really seen much of my family..maybe thats why...but i'm pretty sure when uni starts i'll have the nonsense starting again...

hey jes,phee 15th august smu's having a bash at chinablack...paolo can get tix for us...wanna go?i think i'm going...ya then on the 22nd arts having a bash at centro...that one i dun care u guys MUST come...its gonna be superfun and lotsa free drinks...the smu one is $14 the arts one is $12...oh then on the 3rd of sept to celebrate dear paolo's birthday we're all gonna go to phuture...its ladies nite...haha...yah so keep urselves free...

oh my god u know wat there's a COMPULSORY SARS MODULE that we all have to take in year1 if not we can't graduate!!!!wat the toot rite...SARS module...honestly....

rathiur lucky u didn't puke lor...i swear till today i can't drink without thinking of puking...and its been wat a month rite....dun drink for sometime lah then see how it goes...drink lotsa water today...and they say citrusy stuff like orange juice helps...ya the heavenly maths thing's damn cool i'll be takin it next sem...there's a million and 1 things i wanna take but dunno if i have time...hmmm...i had to choose between dropping econs or maths in j1 remember?and i chose to drop maths...cos i mean compared to econs rite maths requires consistency...which is like so impossible for me...so u see lah...its definitely easier to study last minute for econs...oh and recepies ok no problem...here's one...

vege (indian style)
ingredients:-
cut vege (anything like cabbage or carrots or cauliflowere or broccoli or u can mix all these veges)
1 chilli sliced
1 small onion
a teaspoon of ginger
a teaspoon of garlic (for the ginger and garlic i suggest u get the preground ones in bottles from the supermarkets...that way u dun have to bother slicing)
curry leaves about 5 or 6 leaves
mustard seeds 1/4 teaspoon
fennel seeds 1/4 teaapoon
tumeric powder
salt to taste

method
ok very simple about 3 tablesppons of oil.then throw in the onion,ginger,garlic, spices,curryleaves,tumeric (a pinch) and chilli.stir till u can smell it...then throw in the vege and stir.add a little bit of water and stir...leave it to cook for 5-8 minutes then add salt,stir a bit more then take out.thats it.

can eat with rice...if ur cookin ladies finger,same thing just dun add water.easy rite...it'll take u only half an hour...

how can u be sian of cute guys in aus?!?!?!?my goodness...i'm like starved of cute guys here lor...like i've only seen a handfull....its so pathetic...

hmmm...jes...why is ur mom like that?actually i feel like my dad is like that also lah...he kept saying that his frens kids all got like straight a's and wat not...my mom scolded him the other day...sayin that not eveyone's the same and i have other talents and interests to develop besides studying 24/7...so just keep it in mind lah i mean academics aren't everything wat u have ur talents as well like drama and ur knack of organizing stuff...ur business mind...u have so much more than just academics.if u mom wants to say things like that i suggest u sit down and talk to her.there's nothing better than clearing the air.ask he straight out if she's ashamed of u...cos if u ask me she's closing her eyes to the rest of u and not seeing u for who u are...u need to help open her eyes to the rest of u...help her see wat else u're capable of...sometimes parents say things like that cos they're a little close minded so u gotta whack them on the head a bit...i'm lucky to have my mom do that to my dad for me...if u dun wanna talk to her try talkin to ur brother?or an auntie or cousin whom ur close to?

PHEE...wah!!!!!my ricky is so close yet so far...to think he's in singapore rite now and i can't see him?!?!?!?sigh........................................................ya ya when we start working we'll save up then take a trip to wherever he is and go see him!!!and to spain!!!have fun at NDP...tho thats like nothing compared to darling ricky...haha!!!

ching!!!u dieded?!?!?whats happening with u babe?!?!

jes, i think i'll join u guys next sat...enjoy urself at NDP!!!!!!!

i want a red bikini top!!!!!hahahahahahahahahaaaa....k shall go have lunch now...i hope i have something to eat...i think my mom made mutton curry...which i can't eat...

love u guys amd miss u guys loads...not a day goes by when i don't think of u guys...

princess highandmightybigshotitoldyousobossoftheworld

hey everybody!!!good-day mates, how isit going?? HAPPY NATIONAL DAY!!!!!!!!!well its sat morning now...haha....sorry for the disappearance the past few days...no money to top-up credit...actually we did la..but the idiots at college sq screwed things up...oh well, what the heck..atleast it can be used now...so i dun reallie care!!

i am kinda tipsy now...actually still suffering from a minor hangie overie...last night went to my fren's place for a drink... played cards and drank la...the mix their own lor...so ya!! imagine what wud have happened...the same thing that happened for the farewell...mixes of disgusting proportions of disgusting alcohol!! i tell u the bourbon and vodka tasted so gross it was amazing...and lets see...outta 6 of us, 3 of us got reallie reallie high!!...why?? coz we played the almightily famous blackjack and i never won even one game...so yah...dunno how many shots i had to take...and god noes how many calories i put on!!! i had to drink so freaking shit fast coz it was reallie yucky and i wanted to get rid of it as soon as possible lor...can u imagine...i didnt even win one!!! i lost everything from beginning till the end...then...i managed to compose myself a little(WITH THE HELP OF CHOCS AND SOME BISCUITS)...actually quite abit and then joyce brought me home..i managed to walk home with her withour falling so ya..i think i'm good man!! sigh...if i had followed maliek and his frenz to watch movie, i wudnt have drank, if i didnt drink, i wudnt have gotten drunk, if i didnt et drunk...everything wud be good...but!!! i didnt...so i got drunk and now i am in a "huh?? am i ok...is this my house" mood....sigh...supposed to go clubbing tonight...i'm half-minded abt going coz i have tonnes and tonnes of homework to complete...as in reallie alot...

next person who got drunk was our ever famous sister who can so control her alcohol...and says " i am not drunk ok, i am not drunk!"...i swear lor...i was so drunk that i knew i was drunk but i managed to hang in there, toking sense most of the time and nonsense sometime!!...ching uh...suddenly started laughing and was doing break dance and dunno what shit...when she was already 3/4 gone...but she didnt drink much...maybe she had abit too fast so she lost it faster...but u see, we didnt have a chance to "savour" and drink...we had totake it like shots coz the cup they were using cud fill 10 shots at a time...so it was a pass arnd kinda thing...sian!!...i had to get myself into my normal self and ching...oh yah! last thing i remembered was her crying to someone we knew for 2 hrs...abt the same thing lor...i wanted to piak-piak her...*ching ur secret was revealed to yet another stranger!!* but i cudnt...i dunno what i blabbered also...shit man...thats why, shud never et drunk...i wanetd to skip the party so-called...but if i did, i think ching wud have killed me...but what the heck...its over...i am not going to drink in a long time again...shit man!! i just remembered, yesterday i went up to the same point as farewell man..to the point where i drink, feel like puking but didnt drink enuff to puke!! what the!!!so ya...am gonna die from kidney failure...ok, someone gimme a time-frame where i cant drink these heavy drinks...as in those these ppl mix themselves...but can drink the 5% mini mini drinks but abit abit...actually i might not even touch that...feel kinda sick of alcohol..yux!! sigh... i think give ching oso...that gal think she one big-shot everytime oso muz drink...and will drink like she can hold her booze...*roll eyes*

and the 3rd drunk person was xiao-wei...she was the banker...so yah, she drank for all the loss(x 3)....that gal was so so so gone...she cudnt even walk or anything...she kept banging her head everywhere and was puking...think she was in pain also coz she has stomache ulcers and she drank too much...it took very long to get her to be normal again...actually she wasnt normal...but it tokk long to get her to sleep!!...oh my god...ching fell asleep on the sofa there...i came home to have the bed to myself coz i didnt want those there to be sacrificing their sleep for me...beds actually...
yep...thats all for the story on how we welcomed national day...*whatever looooor*

JESSIE: i think ure dreaming lor...either that or my brain isnt actually able to notice minute differences...erm...abt putting up at our place...of course can la!! its breaking the rules...we muz inforn them..but what the hell..screw them...just stay...no one will say anything...just dun wake the neighbours up...walls are card-boardy here...not like those in singapore..so whatever u say too loud will be heard!!!...but i guess we can squeeze and get back on the old times and what ching and i have been missing...can one la...abt ur bikini, we'll see when u come here oki??

and abt ndp later...i oso wanna go!!! walao...last yr i went u noe...ching oso went...i went with sk and his family...sigh...i wanna come back singapore!!!!!! u noe how f#@$ing bored i am here...i feel claustrophobic...nothing to do...when ching is online, i stone...no one wants to go out with me... i wanna watch movie, noone wanna follow oso...i'm becoming cut from the entertainment civilisation...back to u, i have an idea...just do an aphro hair-do and die it red and white!! u will be the most outstanding...haha...with sheryl next to u in red and white...wow! i think the president will pick u two up and go round in the jeep oso!!

oh yah!!! dun ask abt the food here can...i am going to become vegetarian and eat grass...everyday eat the same thing, sian u noe!! nbcb...pasta, pizza, kfc, dunno what shit...most of the time, i eat bread...and ching makes her ever famous fried rice outta margarine...we're so sick and tired of it.....JAN: can u pls pls pls gimme some receipes of indian or local foods...like mee goreng/indian fried rice/curry/something nice la!! oki?? thanx...i need to eat some normal food or i wont come back to singapore anymore i think...PS:MISS U LOTS!!

JANNIE: hey gal...i think ur module system is kinda very the confusing...but i am like so so so super impressed with ur heavenly maths!! its like so so so cool....i wud have gone mad....erm jan...my classes are good...but lit and history of ideas and econs are driving me up the wall....lit is not like what we had in skool...its far far far more boring...and our intepretation of things are so diff from them.,...its like whatever she say, i wud never have seen it in that way...i mean i think our thinking is of higher order...hers seemed kinda too literal...hehe...oh well...but we'll be starting ODIPHEUS soon...so yah, atleast it'll excite me a little more!!oh yah...at the moment i am doing maths and econs...have done both before...but i am planning to drop one...which one shud i drop...outta 5 tutprials that she has given out...i only have done 1/2 a tutorial so far...yah!! this shows my interest and excitement towards the "heavenly subject"..anyway, i miss watching movies...noone want to follow me here!! its kinda ex here oso...11.50 a movie..which is quite alot...yep yep...so see how...muz start going out with more people i think....atleast got kakee to do this kinda useless things with me...hehe...

oh yah jan...gimme some idea on how i can eat decent food pls...and i miss all the fruits oso!! here got nothing...only apples...oranges...cherries...rubbish fruits...muz go victoria market tmrw and see...hehe....i need normal food that will make me happy...i need to learn how to cook!!!!! argh!!! this is agonizing!!!...help help oki?? thanx sister...well, hope u bump into more cute guys...hehe...reserve one for me...am quite sian of those here oredi.... :) and my dear jan, think 1000 is the airfare for u to come and go...its definately not gonna be enuff i think...not too sure...think u wud need abt 2000 to cover everything...i think la...P.S.:MISS U LOTS!

PHEE: yo gurl..how's the preparations going???good i hope...take it slow but take it well...okie?? i'm sure u can do it...it'll be perfect if u can come here and study with ur grades in jc!! will be here waiting for ur arrival with open arms...then jan will come during exchange prog and jes will come rmit for final whvih is 15 mins away from uni melb!! hopefully i get in there first la!! haha...but start hinting that u wanna come here and study okie?? PS: MISS YA LOTS AS USUAL...

ALL: i am super duper excited to see u guys here in dec...so pls dun let me down oki?? i am gonna lose my sanity soon if i dun see u guys soon enuff...eh send some fotos or write to us leh...we never receive any parcel one eh...very the sad..haha...we bought u guys something...something real small but its nice... :) okok...love u guys lots...see ya ltr!!! *hugz*

love always...
ur one and only sister rat!

aiyoh...my singapore studies module the minimum bid is freking 400 points...and i only HAVE 400 points...i'm bidding for other modules some more...forget it lah change module...k i'm gonna try for the evolution of a global city state...sound very history...and since we've all had singapore history rammed down our thraots should be ok rite...at least i won't be lost...

oh next sem i plan to take heavenly mathematics...its like a module where u study the stars...cultural astronomy...super cool rite?!?!?oh and theatre too... still dunno wat ccas to join...

gtg...just came onlne to check on my bids...=)

hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii

seriously damn tired and TOTALLY drained but i'm blogging...see how wonderful i am?!?wah lau today was water games and stuff started at 11 am and ended at 4pm by 2 plus my fren and i were stoning already...damn exhausting and all the cheering i've been doin i'm so losing my voice...

tmr's the last day of orientation...councillors have to put up an item dunno wat we're gonna do also...then stayin over in school again...wah i think next time damn easy to go clubbing lah i just say i'm stayin in school...anyway yah then its rag day on fri...its like an annual mini chingay thing where each fac makes a float entirely out of recycled materials then there's dancing and all...the winning fac joins chingay...quite cool reall u should see the floats...

CHINGwat the toot happened man?!?!?hows ur phone?!?!

Rathi yah lah its ok i think that i'm single...dun have to be tied down...but like nice to be driven around leh...i must get boyfriend with car...who can drive...sekali got car cannot drive or vice versa...

ok ok guys i saw ONE cute guy.i think he's in arts...cos ok on monday we had this thing called the freshmen inaugration ceremony...its an official thingy where the dean talks and all ya its like becoming an official student of the school...so all the arts o-week ppl were together lah and our ceremony was at 3...together with law.cos the center can't possibly take 10000 students rite so it was law and arts together at 3.so those who didn't come for the o-week just came on their own lah...lamentably i saw sonya and gauri i almost died i swear...puke puke...ya but as we were all queuing up and preparing to enter we were all out in the HOT sun see so i was complaining VERY LOUDLY that it was so freakin hot and why can't we just go in blah blah when i saw him...dark dark green shirt...he was rite beside my group.so obviously i shut up lah i mean so malu rite...then my stupid frens were like JAN WHY SO QUIET?!?!and i discreetly beckoned at him and they YELLED at the top of their voices WHAT!?!U THINK HE'S CUTE AH GO ASK FOR HIS NUMBER LAH?!?!and promptly started dragging me in his direction i swear i almost died they're like SO EMBARRASSING!!!!!and since i was resisting being dragged to an imminently humiliating situation my fren OFFERED to get his number for me...and she happily started walking up to him when i ran and pulled her back...in heels some more...AIYOH...thankfully all this drama went unnoticed by the cute guy...at least i hope so...anyway i haven't seen him since then...hopefully i'll see him on rag day...HIAZ...i think he's in arts lah not too sure...cos the law fac were in black and white (quite silly loooking esp next to an extremely colourful arts fac) and he wasn't in black and white...so most prob he was in arts...unless of course there was another faculty there that i wasn't aware of...hmmmm...i feel another shokubutsu-like crush coming...

rathi.............why are ur classes suddenly so boring?i thou ght they were fun?

jes...my fund still has the miserable one dollar that i put in two weeks ago...hahahahahaha...

i got no lessons yet leh....my lessons only start on monday...so i'll join u all next saturday?then at least i'll have something to do if not i'll be staring into space while u guys do work...wait a minute...u guys DO do work rite....or is this some code for like some other activity...like watching movie or shopping...which i'm equally game for only got no money...hehehehehehe.....

phee...i'm doing philosophy,history and lit confirmed....not confirmed is pol science and singapore society...but i should get pol science...its the ss that i'm worried about...like very hot module....its an average of 5 modules per sem to finish comfortably....u can opt to do 4 one sem and 6 the next but its too heavy according to the seniors...5 is the best...haiz the ss module like got 200 spots and ONLY 332 ppl competing for them...stressful...

gosh dun worry about ur birthday...i know its usually the time when u'll miss home the most...but can't help it rite...dun worry...it'll be fine though...

oh rat about the rama thing...it was just a silly crush which i think developed cos he liked me...i dun think i ever really did like him....i wanted to explore it first though and i dun think he's my kinda guy...yep but we're frens...

ooooh i just had cookies the other day...yum yum...and rambutan and longan...i ate like a pig...feel my annual rambutan induced fever comiing already...haha!!!!

okidoki shallsleep now i'm so so so exhausted and in dire need of a massage...=)must get bf who can massage well too....oh gosh i just realized how many connotations that phrase has....PPLE I"M REFFERRING TO SHOULDERS OK?!?!?tsk tsk...

love u guys...
princess high and mighty big shot i told u so boss of the world

hey all...

walao...u all wont believe it lor...muz start using skool comp lab for everything now...coz the credits in our home fone has finished and w havent toppd it up...but its good in a way coz then we cant go online at night and we do our work instead...i think we gotta start studying coz seriously i havent been...and its like come home, go online and the night just passes...so its good in a way...anyway, we can always come everyday to the comp lab as we have classes here all the time and blog...yep yep...

suddenly all technology seems screwed up!!.... our access cards to our apartments were denied yesterday...damn shitty!! why?? coz the havent got our consignments...wat the @^#@^%$&%(^_*&%*..they made us like wait for 3 weeks before they even let us stay...the worst part is that they hadnt received our forms...but we handed it in like dunno how long ago!!! so now its the same as living illegally...but its just that atleast now they noe that something is wrong so they wont deny the fact that we are staying there....but we still cant get into the flat..so it makes it screwed up altogether!!....must go AGAIN to get out keys done now... they think we have nothing to do but do this and that...damn annoying...its getting to my head!!...like as if we have no class lor...we finish skool at 5.15 and they close at 5...so what?? they expect us not to go skool isit?? if not we're still gonna get stuck right?? nbcb.....

jes: yep...good idea...next time u just msg ching and i will read la...singtel abit the cock one...i dun receive so many of the sms ppl send me...sometimes i only like receive 1 or 2 from u...which is incomplete as well at times...so yah...send to ching next time...anyway, abt ur idea of u sabohing my twin and ching sabohing me..it wont excatly work lor...walao.. i see the pics on my cupboard everyday...can cry already man i think...we crerated like a story using the fotos that we had on our 17th birthday....sigh...
anyway, u went for a tan?? what did u wear man?? hehe... ching and i are curious.... we havent sent u any bikini wat....lol...some guys here look like a snowman lor...so white!! as in white!! its disgustung...i am happy with my colour...coz i am losing the super dark tan that i had last yr...so yep :) no worries...ching is whining abt getting fairer though...anyway, ur driving thing damn funny loe... nothing cud be better than every damn shit happening at the same time right??? and GUESS WHAT??? i got the same result as u for the rapper thing...jan also...hehe...ching got some miss jade...dunno who the hell also...some of the outcomes look like porn stars man!!!!


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wah sian...suddenly so much work to do...next week got lit and maths test.....oh yah...lit is like kinda boring in here...the teachers are so boring...i thinkcoz not many like understand lit well...its like so dry and dead.....anyone at tpjc is still better....i miss tan wah jiam, truman and reynolds...yes....its the correct person simon reynolds....we'll call him simone` reynolds la uh?? hehe...i am doing poetry...as usual the poetry is all crappy and shitified...so super duper boring....reallie...i think even john donne is more interesting to read than these....its some lame poems by some dickens a.k.a. "dick-head"... its like i'm not enjoying lit here...which is sad coz i love lit and i enjoyed it big time in jc and sec skool...lets hope the other components are better... like the novels and shakespeare.. oh i'm doing "macbeth"... my third dearest shakespearean play in DETAIL....*roar*...back to memorising quotes and all the shit...sigh...

haha...okok... i will stop whining here...recently not feeling too good mentally...dunno why leh...not pmsing but ya...dunno la...sian...oki dokie...always in my thoughts...loved and missed infinately!! love ya all....*smooooch*

-everdearest rat-

p.s: ask mdm askindah leave comments leh...kinda miss her alot too...."caught a glimpse" of her this morning when i was taking my clothes outta the wardrobe...oh, i see u guys everyday coz u all ar on my table...the other person i see everyday is my ahmad!! haha.. the big card that sheryl wrote me last yr in on my board at the desk..hehe...dun die...*roll eyes*

hello dudettes...how's it going?? its like 1.06 here and i'm still not asleep yet...ching oso...she's trying to figure out who's the idiot is leaving dumb comments on her blog..poor thing man...wonder which idiot reallie...ching is having her thing and her fone was flushed down the toilet bowl..how shitty is that reallie? sigh.... dunno why la...recetly feeling like shit oso..shit, ching is sleeping next to me..i cant type too loudly..that gal must be real tired..hasnt been sleeping well the past few days...

ever-dearest twin: hey gal...yep...its like august oredi lor...i noe what u mean reallie...i cant believe my birthday is at the end of this month but yet i will be not celebrating it at home with u guys...esp u...haha...anyway, dun worry, i will take care of myself...this motherly angelic twin will always be there...msh me from online or to my singtel no. 91167025 when ure free...this is to all of u oso...i am losing my skills to sms coz i think i cant even hit a 100 sms here!!! and wat was the choc brand again?? and dun worry la...i hanky panky oso is behind ching's back..so ya..hehe..dun worry..no matter what, i promise to be a virgin!!!!

jan: hey gal...dun believe the away and be right back shit...its always on that mode..so next time, just come and chat with us ok?? hey..if u work there..send me chocs..kinda sick of those here...not too nice...jan, i miss FAMOUS AMOS!!!! there isnt even one here that i have come across!! do send me some if u guys wanna send anything over k?? i reallie miss them big big big time...i miss so many things from there...prima-deli...my choc waffle.. :( goreng pisang.. kueh lapis..mee0hoon goreng..satay...oh my god...can cry oredi...lousy shit place has nothing but pasta and pizza...!! sigh....oh ya..dun be silly and be sad abt being single all...sure u will find a bf soon...so pretty...my sis somemore...eh, how is rama thing coming along then?? what happened?? any progress??

jes: yo gal..how u doing?? dun stress out too much okie?? and how come u bomb ching's fone, never msg me one?? i'm hurt... tsk tsk...so mean to me uh...haha....i noe i slow to reply la..but msg me oso okie?? will try to go online and holla back at u okie?? sorry lor...ching always beat me to using internet...i am a computer idiot lor...sorry abt it gal...anyway, missing u loads... oh yah, when u come over right?? u must either sleep sofa outside, or bring sleeping bag...ching cant sleep bath tub coz there isnt any...and its small thats why i fell in the first place...hhaa..at most u sleep on top of someone la uh...haha...

ok guys...got abt 6 hrs of sleep...gotta get up and wash hair in the shit cold..sian!!....dun even feel like going skool...sian...ok, take care buddies...love u all!! ciao!!

princess rathi

You are Eve! You a straight ride or die chick, and
you aint scared to let somebody know. You want
a thug, not a scrub and you like a man who can
take control....as long as he aint slappin you
around during this process.


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wah lao.....i'm the last one who blogged lor...tsk tsk...

rathi and ching were online but like both were 'away' or 'brb'...then didn't say HI also...tsk tsk...i'm HURT!!!

good news!!!i got ALL my modules!!!!!haha!!!!!so exciting!!!and more good news!!!!remember the chocolate bar we went to rat and ching?bhavna's fren is working there and apparently there's an opening!!!!!!so i might be working there!!!!wooooohoooooo.......

haiz...i'm trying to find a job or give more tuition cos my parents are finding it a bit hard to get by...they're spending alot on like my brothers tamil tuition fees...which i obviously can't teach them rite...i'll have my wednesdays and weekends free to work so i dun mind lah...if i earn a bit i wan't have to depend on my parents for allowance...after all they're paying for my school fees...but obviously they dun want me to work...just to concentrate on my studying so i have to somehow think of an excuse when i'm working and try to keep them from finding out that i'm working...

august 12th will be officially 2 years that i've been single...quite sad rite...its makin me damn irritated man...as in mixed emothions ya know?dunno lah i think i'm a bit odd...

i'm quite excited about school starting next week...yeah but also damn nervous...wat if i can't understand the lectures?wat if i dunno anyone in class?wat if i can't make any frens?quite scary...oh also wat if there are no cute guys in ANY of my classes and i'm starved for eye candy?!?!?hahaha....dun die....

okidoki i tells u wat...u guys can blog more often?!?!yah and ching pls fix the chat board can?madam aslindah wants to leave comments when she visits...yep yep...thats it....seeya girlies...

p/s:i'm entered like 10 contests for the ricky martin private showcase thing...i hope i win tix!!!then i'll bring sheryl with me!!!!*grin*

hey babays...

ok i just completed bidding for my modules...not bad lah actually once u get over the initial stress of how to place the bids and stuff its pretty much a waiting game...just see wat the highest and lowest bids are and place somewhere in between...its quite fun...but i was ready to cry before that...haha...

k check out my subject maaaan...not confimrmed yet lah but shud get lah...POLITICAL SCIENCE, LITERATURE, PHILOSOPHY, SINGAPORE SOCIETY AND HISTORY.mr lim would be so proud of me....but yah i'm pretty decided on majoring in lit...so exciting...eh there's a student exchange programme thing and uni of melb is one of the unis!!!!then i can go there and join u guys!!!!very cool or very cool?!?!?

RATHI can u PLEASE use ur crutches seriously if u dun rest it out and give it time to heal its gonna just get worserer and worserer!!!

its quite interesting arts orientation started today so i stayed over at school with the other councillors...its very cool we played cards till 4.30am and woke up at 6 am....haha!!!and i like didn't sleep cos the bloody air con was so freaking cold i was freezing my toenails off i swear...oh we were sleeping in the admin building outside the proffessors' offfices..haha...yeah so it was like a campout thing quite fun man...yeah and the og mate who i think is cute is so sweet but my fren and i bully him like mad so we give him all the jobs that we dun wanna do...poor thing rite but its ok he's cool with it...thats the fun part...we get the satisfaction of bullying and he doesn't get irritated at us...tmr he's gonna carry around our wallets and hps cos we dun have a pouch!!hehe...oh and our mass dance is bhangra...damn cool rite most of the indians and malays do it fantastically well its quite fun to see the chinese being u know...uncoordinated and like "huh so difficult leh how to move shoulder like that one...."haha...but my ogmate can do it quite well lah...grin...its the guru song the chori chori etc...very cool..tonite must dance in front of my mirror and see how i look...haha...

well babays gotta check my bidding and make sure no one has shoved me out of my module...blog soon!!!

love u guys loads and missing guys tremendously!!!

hello everybody uh....haha....i think i am crazy...we've got lotsa lotsa time before we have our lit lesson so thats why in the comp lab now...have abt 40 mins i think...but muz walk quite abit...so i thin we'll leave in half...yep yep...so, how's life?? eh jes, sorry uh...cudnt talk to u...ching was venting her frustrations (dun worry, not on me)...yah, so i decided to sleep...well well...

we just learn referencing during english...its damn cheeeemmmm man...think i am gonna die when i write my psyc essays as well as history of ideas essay...there's so much shit to include....why cant they just believe us when we say that we get it froma s ource...instaed muz inc publication la, this la, that la...lalalalala...so annoying...but i think its good coz thats what we have to do in uni...wont be so lost when we go and do assignments there atleast....

yesterday we had drama class...i think that is the secong most interesting class next to english man...and oh yah!!!!! we are officially free from our psychotic psyc teacher!!!! we met our permanent teacher yest!! she is like so fun...i mean ateast the way she talked and all was like the extremem of the current relief! which was definately a relieve for me!!!!!....we were all so happy man...from next week... i hope to add psyc into my list of favourites!!!

ching is going clubbing today...but i dun think i will be going...my leg still kinda hurts and i see that its pointless if i go and dance like a crippled dog right?? hehe...but i hope they go to begin with...last week they were supposed to go...but these highly organised ppl had a very good communication link that noone went in the end...yah...so hope this time they'll go and ching wont be that disappointed as she was last week...shud have seen her face....i think cud stretch to singapore!....okok...enuff of my lame jokes...she'll be reading this...she mite kill me when i'm sleeping at night...in case u guys forgot, i'm sleeping next to her..and everyday she already tries to kill me by trying to get me to freeze to death....(pulls the comforter away from me and ROLLS up with it so that i cant get it back lor!!!!!)...

ok ching...sorry...sometimes the truth hurts...but i still gotta spill it oput incase, one day if i disappear...there is black and white proof on who the culprit might be...*grin*...

love,
me