Monday, September 13, 2004

hey babays...
sigh...a bit sad now...cos i just had a fight with jah...she claims i'm always criticizing wat she likes...i mean hello i haven't seen her in like 5 months how can i always criticize her?its awful.i hate that she waltzes in and out of my life as and when she feels like it.like when she can or when she needs me.i'm always there for her and she's not there for me.its freakin pissing off but at the same time its very sad.i've told her before that it takes 2 hands to clap and we're in the same freakin country how is it that she cannot even spend half an hour?even jes can take time to meet up with me.and jes is busy beyond busy.yah ok jah's in law.so wat?i see my other law frens but i don't see her.how difficult is it to meet up on a weekend or have lunch in school?i tried msging her when i knew for certain she was in school and i've offered a million times to go down to the law fac to meet her for like 15 mins before lesson starts.something better than nothing rite?ah well.i cannot be bothered anymore.its not fair to me.i'm only human.
haiz.
watever lah huh...
sigh...a bit sad now...cos i just had a fight with jah...she claims i'm always criticizing wat she likes...i mean hello i haven't seen her in like 5 months how can i always criticize her?its awful.i hate that she waltzes in and out of my life as and when she feels like it.like when she can or when she needs me.i'm always there for her and she's not there for me.its freakin pissing off but at the same time its very sad.i've told her before that it takes 2 hands to clap and we're in the same freakin country how is it that she cannot even spend half an hour?even jes can take time to meet up with me.and jes is busy beyond busy.yah ok jah's in law.so wat?i see my other law frens but i don't see her.how difficult is it to meet up on a weekend or have lunch in school?i tried msging her when i knew for certain she was in school and i've offered a million times to go down to the law fac to meet her for like 15 mins before lesson starts.something better than nothing rite?ah well.i cannot be bothered anymore.its not fair to me.i'm only human.
haiz.
watever lah huh...
Wednesday, September 08, 2004

hey girls..
hows it going?
i have lecture in half an hour and here i am blogging instead of printing lecture notes.
watched several videos today abt the state of the poor in south asia...and i must say i felt utterly depressed after that.here we are sitting in relative comfort, munching on watever we want, with a roof over our heads and clothes on our back...and yet we complain and complain and yell and scream that we don't have ENOUGH.insatiable desire for more more more.
it was so sad.i was tearing thru the video.i mean, what can i do?besides study, get my degree and get a job where i will be in a position to make a difference.even then, where does one find that kinda job?why is it that when u ask a kid what he wants in the future, he says ' a stable job and money' and not ' to help my fellow human beings'?we've been brought up wrongly.humans are selfish, sick, and utterly disgusting.
i'm not very proud of being the dominant species at the moment,
hows it going?
i have lecture in half an hour and here i am blogging instead of printing lecture notes.
watched several videos today abt the state of the poor in south asia...and i must say i felt utterly depressed after that.here we are sitting in relative comfort, munching on watever we want, with a roof over our heads and clothes on our back...and yet we complain and complain and yell and scream that we don't have ENOUGH.insatiable desire for more more more.
it was so sad.i was tearing thru the video.i mean, what can i do?besides study, get my degree and get a job where i will be in a position to make a difference.even then, where does one find that kinda job?why is it that when u ask a kid what he wants in the future, he says ' a stable job and money' and not ' to help my fellow human beings'?we've been brought up wrongly.humans are selfish, sick, and utterly disgusting.
i'm not very proud of being the dominant species at the moment,
Monday, September 06, 2004

hi girls.. *in the most bimbotic tone*
shitez.. i am stressed... stress is hereby my middle name..
sigh.. suddenly so many assignments to do..
and i am not really a marvellous worker under pressure..
i need a hug i think..*hugz* to whoever who wants it.
er... er.. er... jan, i really dunno how to answer ur question yet..
but i think.. i am er... still single la!.. haha...
oh well.. :D
babe, i still wanna kiss u though!! haha...
see, i told u i am stressed...
missing everyone... i wanna go home!! now now now!!!
shitez.. i am stressed... stress is hereby my middle name..
sigh.. suddenly so many assignments to do..
and i am not really a marvellous worker under pressure..
i need a hug i think..*hugz* to whoever who wants it.
er... er.. er... jan, i really dunno how to answer ur question yet..
but i think.. i am er... still single la!.. haha...
oh well.. :D
babe, i still wanna kiss u though!! haha...
see, i told u i am stressed...
missing everyone... i wanna go home!! now now now!!!
Friday, September 03, 2004

RATHI!i want details and specifics!are u attached or NOT?
and jes stop moaning about being the sisterhood widow.i'm not attached and although i feel i MAY BE moving in that direction, nothing's set in stone.cos i really dunno anything.so rite, i'm quite the very single.
ohmygod i must tell u guys i saw this SUPER HOT guy in school today lah MYGOODNESS i swear i nearly died. i saw his side view from our seat in the canteen and pointed him out to my fren and she din't get to see him so we ran out of the canteen after him and went in front of him pretending to chase after a fren and then walked back (ie past him) and got a full view...blooooody hot can!?wahlau.and my fren said he was checking me out.muahahahaha.eye candy number 2 has been found.YAY!!ahahaha.more motivation to go for lessons!!!
and jes stop moaning about being the sisterhood widow.i'm not attached and although i feel i MAY BE moving in that direction, nothing's set in stone.cos i really dunno anything.so rite, i'm quite the very single.
ohmygod i must tell u guys i saw this SUPER HOT guy in school today lah MYGOODNESS i swear i nearly died. i saw his side view from our seat in the canteen and pointed him out to my fren and she din't get to see him so we ran out of the canteen after him and went in front of him pretending to chase after a fren and then walked back (ie past him) and got a full view...blooooody hot can!?wahlau.and my fren said he was checking me out.muahahahaha.eye candy number 2 has been found.YAY!!ahahaha.more motivation to go for lessons!!!
Wednesday, September 01, 2004

ACTIVITYYY!!!!i'm sooo happy u guys are starting to blog again.seriously u dunno how happy that makes me.
i got EATEN ALIVE by mosquitos last nite.my room is a bit weird.some nites got mosquitos, other nites dun have.
rathi darling, i have to get fit!i'm so super unfit its crazy.i cannot climb hill without panting.and i'm taling the lameass singapore hills.ie slopes.and i have to climb quite a bit.cos most of the time the internal shuttles are so crowded i don't bother waiting for them anymore.plus i have a tummy thats quite gross.and screw ur desk properly lah!ask ching...she has more experience in screwing than u rite?MUAHAHAHA.
jeslyyyyyn i looove u.
sheryl...what scandals are u up to huh?HUH?
chingyyyyyyy...pls blog love.and pls tech rathi how to screw properly.muahahahah!
argh.jan confused.mr crush seems to be reciprocating.BUT mr crush is leaving for the UK next march.could be permanent.dunno yet.so he might not make a move.based on that.but i dunno.rite now i'm a blur sotong.
but i'll admit that if nothin happens i'll be sad.
arrgh.
i got EATEN ALIVE by mosquitos last nite.my room is a bit weird.some nites got mosquitos, other nites dun have.
rathi darling, i have to get fit!i'm so super unfit its crazy.i cannot climb hill without panting.and i'm taling the lameass singapore hills.ie slopes.and i have to climb quite a bit.cos most of the time the internal shuttles are so crowded i don't bother waiting for them anymore.plus i have a tummy thats quite gross.and screw ur desk properly lah!ask ching...she has more experience in screwing than u rite?MUAHAHAHA.
jeslyyyyyn i looove u.
sheryl...what scandals are u up to huh?HUH?
chingyyyyyyy...pls blog love.and pls tech rathi how to screw properly.muahahahah!
argh.jan confused.mr crush seems to be reciprocating.BUT mr crush is leaving for the UK next march.could be permanent.dunno yet.so he might not make a move.based on that.but i dunno.rite now i'm a blur sotong.
but i'll admit that if nothin happens i'll be sad.
arrgh.
HELLO ALL...
yes this time its my turn to blog.. i am so proud of myself!! finally unpacked.. at the expense of missing uni today!! but i rather'd done tt than go to uni and leave my room in a mess.. though its not in a mess in the eyes of others, to me, its in a terrible mess. doesnt help tt my room is kinda small.. but all is good.. seems spacious enuff for me to walk arnd.. yet small enuff to hv a cosy feel... :) i shud be contented with wat i hv yea?
my table seems to be a lil shaky... ching, i think we din tighten it well!..
i hvnt been doing my assignments.. one is already late and i hv so many others which are due soon.. i am gonna be so stressed, its not funny. i can feeeel it... :) oh well... i just gonna grit my teeth and deal with it!..
jan jan jan... u shudnt run!! my god, wat is mr crush thinking? if u start running.. i think u might just lose so mucha weight tt when i come back, i wudnt be able to see u anymore... tsk tsk.. wat la u!.. do something else.. like recreational swimming or sth.. i seriously think u wud disappear if u start running.. if mr crush wants to fight, ask him to come see me.. i will whack him with my tennis racket!!.. haha..
jes, well good tt ur turning into a nerd isnt it? i mean, but of course dun forget tt u hv a social life to la.. i hv been trying to get into the nerd mode.. but everytime i go to the library, it wud be to people watch!.. hha... yep yep... strike a balance babe!!.. :)
sheryl, come home more often!!!... scandalous u!!...
ching, hi.. i see u everyday.. when will i get sick of u? wait a min, arent we oredi sick of each other? lol.. oh welll.. dun hv sex too loudly.. or i can hear u...
sigh... shitez.. i think i am becoming a social smoker..this is bad.
yes this time its my turn to blog.. i am so proud of myself!! finally unpacked.. at the expense of missing uni today!! but i rather'd done tt than go to uni and leave my room in a mess.. though its not in a mess in the eyes of others, to me, its in a terrible mess. doesnt help tt my room is kinda small.. but all is good.. seems spacious enuff for me to walk arnd.. yet small enuff to hv a cosy feel... :) i shud be contented with wat i hv yea?
my table seems to be a lil shaky... ching, i think we din tighten it well!..
i hvnt been doing my assignments.. one is already late and i hv so many others which are due soon.. i am gonna be so stressed, its not funny. i can feeeel it... :) oh well... i just gonna grit my teeth and deal with it!..
jan jan jan... u shudnt run!! my god, wat is mr crush thinking? if u start running.. i think u might just lose so mucha weight tt when i come back, i wudnt be able to see u anymore... tsk tsk.. wat la u!.. do something else.. like recreational swimming or sth.. i seriously think u wud disappear if u start running.. if mr crush wants to fight, ask him to come see me.. i will whack him with my tennis racket!!.. haha..
jes, well good tt ur turning into a nerd isnt it? i mean, but of course dun forget tt u hv a social life to la.. i hv been trying to get into the nerd mode.. but everytime i go to the library, it wud be to people watch!.. hha... yep yep... strike a balance babe!!.. :)
sheryl, come home more often!!!... scandalous u!!...
ching, hi.. i see u everyday.. when will i get sick of u? wait a min, arent we oredi sick of each other? lol.. oh welll.. dun hv sex too loudly.. or i can hear u...
sigh... shitez.. i think i am becoming a social smoker..this is bad.

