jeslyn girl i love u.
relak k.i think ur just completely burnt out.go work, read, rejuvenate.feel free to come down to NUS whenever u need to escape.my room's always open to u k?and do feel free to call...*hug*

rathi and haran are flinging.this is WEIRD.my sister and my best fren.when i told haran it was weird he was like "helooo" cos dinesh is his best fren...and i'm like his small sister whom he bullies...kiongz really.

that toot (haran) got into adelaide uni so yah i'm losing a best fren to aussieland.its a fucking black hole i tell u.sucks in so many pple i care abt.when he told me last nite i was SO happy for him cos this is his dream and he really wants to do medicine.he'll make a damn good doc.then it hit me that he's leavin for 5 yrs.and it was like SHIT.and i got all depressed.but i couldn't call dinesh and whine cos haran told me not to tell ANYONE.so i was just sitting in my room and being sad.sigh.dunno where dinesh is going also.maybe UK, maybe monash, maybe melb, maybe nus.but nothing's for sure.its so fucking annoying not knowing cos i can't mentally start preparing myself.

i'm trying not to sink into depression.i can't afford that now less than a week before my exams.i need to focus.

sigh.

jes if we meet up and go drinking i think we will both end up crying and crying...

sigh.

end of the year always signals depression for some reason.something about exams, the post exams tiredness...

oh well.hopefully dec will be better.