oi where's the comments box?
jes!u supposed to call me last nite then u fell asleep izzit?!

i went out for dinner and gelare waffles with 3 guys today maaan...i felt like a princess.was quite nice...haran,navin (guy no.2) and dinesh.oh and for the record i do not have a crush on guy no.2 anymore.i was able to talk to him and joke around with him today and feel NOTHING.besides the usual jolt when i first saw him of course.dear haran 'forgot' to mention he was coming.thought it'd be a nice surprise.this is the first time anyone has surprised me with a guy.hahahhahaha.was good though.=)

he's totally not cute.i was tryin to figure out wat exactly attracted me to him and why the attraction was so strong.then i realized its cos he's smart.general knowledge.its very easy to talk to him about like anything under the sun cos he knows about stuff.like political stuff and historical stuff.which i like to talk about too.today we were talking about islamic fundamentalism...well it was me and him talkin and haran and dinesh were like..."yeeeaaaah watever".i'm not typing his name in case he googles his name then it appears...paiseh.i'm referring to guy no.2 though.he was half stoned today lah cos he was tired...but he's good company.

now if only i can stop myself from rattling on and on like a motor mouth around him.

my grandfather's bed ridden already.my mom said if we dun go down to kl soon we may not be able to see him alive.the downward spiral is reli fast.its scary.i have exams.how to go?

my headache started saturday nite and hasn't stopped.tension headache i think.

i didn't go study with jes today and it feels weird...i actually miss her...

muahahaha....

yo babes...
go check out my blog for the ego crushing i did...grin!

lalalalaaaaaaaa...eh phee can i fit into ur suitcase?i wanna go to melb also!!!cargo lah if cannot.pack me into a box and send me.;)

i was supposed to go to school today but overslept.supposed to wake up at 7.30am but i woke up at 8.30am.the problem with living so far away from school is that i can only afford to wake up max half an hour late.anything beyond that i might as well stay home.which is wat i did.anyway i'm going to study later so the day will not be a loss.and then gonna meet jes for gelare waffles.yummy yummy!!

my new yrs resolution has gone down the drain rite.supposed to not skip any lessons and i think i've skipped more than last yr.crikeys.

yo yo yo...

finally this thing is active again...yahhhh yahhhh....
oh well, yep, me bored as usual...at frenz place...its like 220 now and she is snoring...lol..
goin home soon i guess?

anyways people, i think my parents are getting divorced la..
well i am cool with it, so dun think i am gonna commit suicide or anything, coz i'm not!!
yep...sigh...somethings are meant to happen i guess...

phee! u comin again aye?
so this time plan ur time properly!! decide where u wanna go and all...so it'll be easier n u wun be cooped up at home
with piper!!! lol..
yep, we'd be less busy as in terms of skool hrs...but assignment wise, hehe...diff story!
i alreay got assignments due la!.. $@#%$%Y...
oh well...see ya soon man!!
oh, its rather cold now....but then again, its freak weather...
dun expect it to be like summer...its a lil cooler...
but sometimes when madness prevails, its fucking hot!
yep, tts abt it...

jes!! how u gal? how were ur exams???

babez...
finally there's some activity here.i swear...

i'm going to kl tmr nite to visit my grandfather.frankly i'm damn scared.i dunno what to expect.i haven't lost anyone in my entire life.and now i'm going to actually see my grandfather slip away from this world.i dunno how to take it.i'm confused and i dunno who to be more worried about...my mom or my grandma.i'm struggling to hold on to the memories of my grandfather when he was well...when the cancer hadn't infected his body.they've started giving him morphine.i've read enough books to realize that the morphine's just to keep him comfortable...so that he goes painlessly.it could be anytime now.my mom's already in kl.she'll be coming back sometime next week...

my parents also...i dunno.sometimes i think it would be better if they were divorced.but my mom has no job now so she cannot stand on her own 2 feet.which is making her so frustrated.haiz

i reli dunno anything rite now...

i am so fucking bored in skool its amazing man...
sigh...jes dearest, hope ur test is goin fine...
jan dearest, how u doing?
phee dearest, how are u going as well? wats ur plans like?
cs dearest, i see u everyday so i dun really care! lol...

shit my boredom is getting to me...

love always,
-a bloody imbecile-