Saturday, April 17, 2004
hi my lovely sisters...
soso...now 2 of them are in love aye? erm, actually 3...jan is trying to uncrust mr N. and phee is attached... that left with me!!! boohoo... i have noone....boooohoooo....
anyway, jes, i am happy for u... eh try la! no harm trying right? why u dun wanna give it a shot? lest of course he is attached... yeap... dun fight for attcahed people...we will get retribution lor! like seriously...lol... oh well... i am so lonely n lovelorn...i need a bf!!!! but i think i will be going thru my 3 yrs in uni without man... i can feel it...but my god bro thinks i am crazy to think that... he was like "WHAT! U WANNA GO THRU UR UNI LIFE WIHTOUT A BF ISIT!!" and i was like... duh... do i look like i have anyone who is coming my way?? uh-uh.. i dun think so....sigh...its not like i dun want right! noboday what! wat am i to do...bloody shit...
oh well... i feel like mid-sem hols just started and now its over! how sad is that mad... i am so depressed coz the stupid lit essay took away till thurs of my hols...and i took like 2 days to recuperate from the trauma of it!... so sad right...
ching n i finally cooked something just now...it was so so so so filling...we had pasta with brocolli...baked potatoes...chicken schnitzels...felt good to have a decent meal...ching was so touched she said she nearly cried! lol...
adios sisters...u guys are always in my heart...i am waiting for the day where all 5 of us will be in melb...we can rock the state down!!!!
soso...now 2 of them are in love aye? erm, actually 3...jan is trying to uncrust mr N. and phee is attached... that left with me!!! boohoo... i have noone....boooohoooo....
anyway, jes, i am happy for u... eh try la! no harm trying right? why u dun wanna give it a shot? lest of course he is attached... yeap... dun fight for attcahed people...we will get retribution lor! like seriously...lol... oh well... i am so lonely n lovelorn...i need a bf!!!! but i think i will be going thru my 3 yrs in uni without man... i can feel it...but my god bro thinks i am crazy to think that... he was like "WHAT! U WANNA GO THRU UR UNI LIFE WIHTOUT A BF ISIT!!" and i was like... duh... do i look like i have anyone who is coming my way?? uh-uh.. i dun think so....sigh...its not like i dun want right! noboday what! wat am i to do...bloody shit...
oh well... i feel like mid-sem hols just started and now its over! how sad is that mad... i am so depressed coz the stupid lit essay took away till thurs of my hols...and i took like 2 days to recuperate from the trauma of it!... so sad right...
ching n i finally cooked something just now...it was so so so so filling...we had pasta with brocolli...baked potatoes...chicken schnitzels...felt good to have a decent meal...ching was so touched she said she nearly cried! lol...
adios sisters...u guys are always in my heart...i am waiting for the day where all 5 of us will be in melb...we can rock the state down!!!!
Wednesday, April 14, 2004
| Doctor Unheimlich has diagnosed me with Janani's Lurgy | |
| Cause: | self-abuse |
| Symptoms: | bushy eyebrows, fingernail biting, extreme metallic spots |
| Cure: | electroshock therapy |
Tuesday, April 13, 2004
darlings.i am going out with navin on friday nite.date nite.but its not a date.its just watching a movie.hopefully i won't screw this up.please god (if u exist) tell me i'm not gonna screw it up.
which reminds me.i have to announce.i have become a free thinker.i don't think i'm a very good hindu.and the beliefs i think are pretty much universal.so i'm a free thinker.i believe there is a god but i dun think its specifically the gods/goddesses that hinduism advocates.it might not even be a god.it could be any 'greater being'.my mother made me do the prayers today for new yr...and i was SO uncomfortable doing them.SO SUPER uncomfortable.i had fun playing with the fire though.singed my had slightly but i'm alright.
my mother doesn't know.i dunno how to tell her.my dad will freak.my mom will have a heart attack.
which reminds me.i have to announce.i have become a free thinker.i don't think i'm a very good hindu.and the beliefs i think are pretty much universal.so i'm a free thinker.i believe there is a god but i dun think its specifically the gods/goddesses that hinduism advocates.it might not even be a god.it could be any 'greater being'.my mother made me do the prayers today for new yr...and i was SO uncomfortable doing them.SO SUPER uncomfortable.i had fun playing with the fire though.singed my had slightly but i'm alright.
my mother doesn't know.i dunno how to tell her.my dad will freak.my mom will have a heart attack.
Friday, April 02, 2004
discover what candy you are @ quiz me
this is wat i got... sigh...but even i wanna show love 24/7.. it doesnt matter...coz noone to show to...sigh...let me try the winnie the pooh...
I AM ALSO WINNIE THE POOH...lol...runs in the sisterhood i think...
sigh...kinda depressed...dun ask why...just like tat...oh well...
miss u ppl back there...take care...see u all real soon!
Thursday, April 01, 2004
ok i got the 'be mine' candy.apparently "when feb comes around you look forward to all the valentines roses and candy.you prefer to have someone special to spend the day with" couldn't paste the html so copied it.but what the.....hmmm...and i took the 100 acre quiz already..and i got winnie also.eeeks.i don't even like winne the pooh and co.
blahblah.ok.contrary to wat i said earlier i'm not over him.more like i successfully pushed him aside in my mind but now that i recently saw him...and we actually had a conversation...sigh.sadly he's one of those guys who's like i don't want a relationship now or ever cos they're a waste of time,money and energy.i'm such a toot.this other fella is being so persistent and keeps askin me out but i dun have to heart to say yes and lead him on and give him the wrong idea.
oh well.exams first.who knows?i might meet a hot guy at orientation or work...
blahblah.ok.contrary to wat i said earlier i'm not over him.more like i successfully pushed him aside in my mind but now that i recently saw him...and we actually had a conversation...sigh.sadly he's one of those guys who's like i don't want a relationship now or ever cos they're a waste of time,money and energy.i'm such a toot.this other fella is being so persistent and keeps askin me out but i dun have to heart to say yes and lead him on and give him the wrong idea.
oh well.exams first.who knows?i might meet a hot guy at orientation or work...
